Well, i hope u read my blog. I know i wasn't that fair to u. I suddenly felt it myself, i know i wasn't that good to u, wasn't that caring to u. was not giving u enough love. Didn't really express myself to u, kept u in the dark always. Not revealing wats going on and suddenly pop, one bad solution to smth which i don really want too. Somehow i feel that i ill treat u or smth, and yet u still could stand me. Even though my level of ill treating u wasn't as high as the others =X. Well, i just wanna apologize. For all these mths, i know its been hard on u. But u pulled through coz u are blinded, and i'm also blinded by smth that made me ill treat u. I somehow now understand how u felt. How lonely u were, how irritated and how frustrating it is. When i was into my work, too into. when i was with my friends, neglecting u. didn't care how u felt. Being selfish. hmm..Just wanna say:



I love u, and i missed u so much. never ever missed u that much before. Its because u were always here whether i need u or not, always there for me. Seriously. just there.
Honey, I'm sorry..I hope u forgive me. Hugs.
PS: see u next Saturday i hope. hugs and kisses.
!ZJ.