AHHHHHH!!! i feel so so so stress now! i dunno y, but i feel very stress! ARGH!!! i dunno wat is wrong but i just feel like hitting smth! FARK!!! The purpose of moving house is to be separated from my stupid cousins, and my mother still say let them stay when they got holidays, ask them to fark off la..Knn, pissed off...And my grandma say wanna come and stay? also go away la..the purpose is also to get out of her house as well, i am not grateful that i can stay at my grandma house, coz i nv liked staying here, and i nv said i wanna stay here..i can stay at my cousin house..very angry now and i dunno y, but i just feel very frusfrated..i just wanna live with my mother and my sister..thats all, i don wan any other outsiders to come interrupt..ESPECIALLY MY 2 STUPID COUSINS, hate them to the CORE! they are going to destroy my house!! Get lost as far as u can useless piece of shits..

I've done a very big part of this house..and i can say that suggestions that i give is really good, and my mother always ask for my opinion..then in the end? she don take it..then wat for ask for my opinion? knn, do wat she like la..she pay money wat, i got nth to say if she say no..she asked for my opinion for my room, and i said wat i wan..she don wan that idea, then for fuck she ask me? who living in the room? me right, then wat for she wanna care how i wanna design it? and she is the one who asked me how i wan my room to be designed..in the end, i pull a long face then she can give in..She asked for my opinion for her room, i just gave some..she also nv take it..also use her own ideas, then wat for she wanna ask? stupid..and wat for she wanna design my room with her ideas? Shit ass..
As for my sis, she DOES NTH..-_- she only know how to say nice or not nice, as an art student she got no sense of colours -_- WTF!

And as for packing of things...my mother kept saying still don wanna pack your things ar?! going to move house already still wanna fool around..pack things need how many days to pack? i jitao after the day she say that i packed all my things into afew boxes nicely whithin 1 HOUR -_-, i told her that..she got nth to say..diam diam, knn..

As for today, i have my practical trail for F&N..it was a success for all my dishes, very happy..but the time is limited, gotta work on that..Didn't eat breakfast in the morning and was busy from 11am-2.30pm..was so hungry! that i ate all the things i cooked with my study buddies..
Arrived home at around 3.30 like that, my head was spinning..feel so giddy, and my mother still nag that i still don wanna help her pack..-_- pack wat shit? her things she pack herself la fark, my things i pack myself i don see she come help, and i cleaned my trophies in the morning, ITS ALOT OF IT, around 31 of it -_- and there is so much dust! so dirty! after i clean it i still wrap in newspaper and packed it nicely into another box, Zzzz..and i woke up at 8.15am like that to clean it so that they wont have to do it later coz i'm coming back quite late after my practical..wtf man! pissed off..
i am not feeling well and still wan me to do things..Knn, tell her i feeling giddy she say i act..WTF! CCB! didn't care about her and went to slp for awhile...Woke up around 6pm plus, came online to game..My sis and mother went to see some bedsheets or wat shit i dunno la, my sis said this that makes me really angry..she said: u sit there do nth the whole day..WHOLE DAY? DO NTH! FARK HER LA CB! i do things she still farking slping, chow chee bye..Pissed! ARGH!!!
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Don care liao la, i do my part can liao...i know myself that i did smth for the house, and i DID ALOT OF THINGS for this house more than my sister..Hai~ frustrated..

=( miss my aiai..she have been working till so late recently, i think i wanna go find her later =X not sure yet..or maby tml ba..missed her hug =( i feel so upset now ='(
" sry peeps for the vulgar in the post, coz i needa let out..really very angry!"