YEAH~~~ SA1 is finally over! YESH! so happy ar~ WHAHAHAHAHA, but still got N level coming...so also got to study even though SA1 is over..i think that i will pass my english, MT, F&n of course..humanities, science and maths i am not confirm..but my science may pass...=) hope to get good results..YA FOOO~ hardo gay~~ =XxXx

Hmmm...having a hard time with my mother now, don know wat she wants from me..she kept saying that i keep playing computer then nv study, WTF de? is she comes back at night then i have to study in the afternoon coz my cousins are at home at night..then she don even ask or wat so ever, then she comes back shouting at me!!! then that time she shouted at me and i went to my cousin house, hack care her..i went on friday and came back on sunday..then i have a form for her to sign, then its like all of a sudden..she is interested in the dunno wat meet the parent thingy again in sch, then i say its also not compulsory to go..its like when i ask her to c the principle, she say can other day anot? wha..then this one she insisted on going, then she say give me a reason y u don wan to go? then i say u give me a reason y u wan to go? then i say its not compulsory, y muz i go...got 9-10 classes of sec4, almost all of the classes hardly have 5 ppl go..so y muz i go??? somemore teacher says its not important at all wat..then she says that u are studying for who? i say MYSELF...then she say i go not coz i wan to go lei, is coz of u then i go..i was like, CHEH~ she is purposely wan to find trouble with me about the incident on friday...so if this is the case, so be it..be my guest, i'm willing to entertaine her anytime..she said horrible things, really horrible..its like i am a rubbish bin or a chu qi tong, she come home don shout at my cousin noisy, don scold my sis go out late come back..only scold lim pei, KNN....jut because i sits infront of a computer chatting in msn for awhile..-.-" WTF? she says things like TA MA DE...u wan wat i give u, wan eat supper or wat call me i buy, wan anything take money then go buy..using money to hold me down, using others to compare with me..saying that y u cannot be like your sis, y u cannot be like other children that score 100 marks, y u cannot be like other children behave abit...i am myself, i am not those kind of genius..i am not those kind of nerds that are afraid of being scolded and keep quiet in the dark..so wat if my sis has her O levels finish? big deal is it??? big Fuck ar? her o levels is also border line de, hardly can get into a poly..-.-" she has nv been proud of me before, NV..all the sports events that i have engaged in from primary sch till now..she had nv wish me luck in anything, she will only give me a cold shoulder..when i get thropys back, she will say that i am only good on my physical and not mental..is like wat??? wat is she trying to say man? i am stupid or wat? or dumb? okay fine, she has a dumb son..so her dumb son does not need to have her concern, she told me this sentence that i really felt bad..she said: i give u $200 a mth, u wan to study or not..mix around with bad friends or wat..go be a sweeper as a job when u grow up..i don care, i earn my money now and feed myself in future...no need u to give me a single cent.. In the first place, if she doesn't wan to give me any money or to feed me or watever..then y not give me away to other ppl? y muz she say till like i am a burnden to her, like i am here to suck all her money away..she says this: "Ni yao she mo wo dou yao gei ni, WO QIAN NI DE AR" its like if she doesn't give me wat i wan..i get it from who? steal? rob? or kill?..This word really make me fuck up..Haiz, this is the 4th day that i am not talking to her...so be it ba, y not she just send me to the orphanage and let me be an orphan.. maby i will just be much better there...so now i don have a mother nor a father..Haiz~ ='(

Well, my dearie tells me not to care about her too much..but i c her everyday, haiz~ nvm la..seeing her makes me flare up...

hmmm...our 3rd mth is coming~~5 more days to 3rd mth, =) felt so happy..WHAHAHAHAHA..first relationship that lasted 3 mths in this sch, =pPpPp...muacks muacks muacks...

♂ !Zj loves wynne ♀