ZEE JAY

2010-06-27T01:27:00.000-07:00

Where's my Pink IC! in another 6 more mths, I'll be who i am initially. the real me..my real identity..I wan myself back, the time spend alone on my own and the never ending time spend outside the urban world! instead of trapped in a isolated camp..without life or colours..I no longer wanna be a vegetarian! i wanna be a carnivore! LOL! no more green, its red or pink time!! ARGH!!!

ord ord ord!!! urging for the time to come!! ARGH!!

2010-06-17T08:58:00.001-07:00

New post New post!! come and read!! haha..well, sometimes ppl just have to get expose to different things to get a closer look of wat they really look like or wat they can really do to themselves..To explore different things, change the way they look, the way they speak, pick up good habits and hygiene. Nv harm to learn more stuffs =)

Back to mapling again! i cannot help it ah, all my fellow plt mates are playing! and i cant help it but to join in the fun! HAHA! oh my =D mapling is so fun when u get to play with your friends..

ATEC stage 2 next week. which is a sign of ORD BITCHES! YOU FILTHY ANIMAL! ***!!! shall not mention it. HAHA! ORD LOOOOOH!! 6 more mths..Its near but yet so far~ patience..and it will come to u like u owned it..
I always wonder, those who are attached...esp guys..or i shall say only guys, HAHA! goes into Ns and their gf will leave them..its like a of course man. Ns = end of relationship! LAWL! that happened to me..well, wat i can say is that..Ns didn't make me a man, the person that left me during my hardest time..made me a real man..tough time don last but tough man does..regret leaving. HAHA!!! Just a piece of my mind, i don hold grudges to the past anymore. =)

Oh ya, this song is catchy. Cheryl Cole - Parachute..not bad ^^
shall post again soon~

2010-05-31T02:35:00.001-07:00

Woah! long time no post! =) Been busy or should i say lazy to blog nowadays. High key training only makes me complain in my blog rather than talking abt how i'm doing recently...So let myself cool down for afew weeks before i kick off with a better mood to blog. haha...
Its good to upgrade yourself no matter wat. even though its a small course to make yourself knowledgeable. y not go ahead..doesn't harm u to learn more things. HAHA! well i really dunno where should i start from after so many weeks or mths..
Cut down on night life alot now..I think i'm starting to lose interest in going to these kinda place..Nobody made me feel this way but i just personally feel that its getting boring. haha, i cant get the connection there anymore..me and club is like drifting apart..Is it that the club change or did i changed? o.O
I think its a good thing to get less involve in night life..Gonna ORD soon. and i think every weekend night life gotta go man. gotta cut down on this shit. =X carrier first. then party. haha! as always..i put my job first then smth else later...thats how i love to do my job =) feel the passion? ^^

Haven't been touching on my wonders lately..my magical hands have not been doing good. i think i needa practise casting some spells soon..my hands are glued to the computer everyday. and guess wat. i'm back to playing maple again! coz almost half of my plt is playing. including the commanders. HAHA! this is like a mass orge maple man..so fun i can say! i got attracted to it again..so addictive!! =D

Well...am working hard on the other side of my talent. trying to refine wat is hidden inside. like carbon or tar. keep refining it to smth else or keep clearing it for a better view..Looking myself at a totally diff angle. or maybe some of u already think i already have that angle. hahaa! oh well..gotta go~

Oh ya, i read back my blog post. i got my marksmen already ;) another $200 dollars! which means $400 and 3 days off!! WOOOO!! my oh my am i goooood.. haha..

and btw, a msg to u, if u still come visit my rotting blog..thanks for everything, really thank u for appreciating me so much..don try any harder..simple is good..too much will be awkward.. =)

2010-04-17T19:57:00.000-07:00

Try and try and try to log in, finally i'm in =) HAHA! Last update since India till now..Recently went out with Serence, Simon and Joanne =) long time no see eh! HAHA! had lots of laughter and fun with them =) caught Clash of the Titans 3D. Dont really find the 3D effect so amazing -.- its like the same as 2D! And the subtitles are not even clear at all! waste my money! Zzzzz...Shall meet up with them soon again for another outing =) hahaa..I ps them that day after dinner to find my friends. Ops =X No 2nd time alright! =D Oh ya and the popcorn at Ion is nice! =) haha..lots of different flavours. Gonna but it again the next time i go Ion =) White cheese flavour is nice! but your finger stinks after eating >.<

Achievements for myself. 1 more sec i'll have my name on the record and not sharing it with another guy -.- that black nigger! =X..Forget it. As long as i pass. i don't mind wat timing i get =) i did my best i know. HAHA! He tries to break anything i achieve. Wats the use -.- there is no extra pay or extra day off. HAHA! Ippt gold another achievement. Another $200 dollars! No Pt No Soc No Pt No Soc!
YES! WEEE! The next one will be Marksman! ARGH!

I feel that somehow, we still shouldn't contact each other yet, just a text to u can affect u so much? I don wanna go through all those things again..I like the way i am now and i don wanna turn back anymore..Its time i really have a rest.

2010-03-28T02:24:00.001-07:00

New post new post~ Before coming to this page. i actually have alot of things that i wanna say and post. but when i come to this page for publish new post. i come to a blank. HAHA! then i have to dig out wat i want from my mind. Finally have a successful tanning ytd at kj laopo's condo. weee! i went tanning on friday and it sux! the weather played me man. FARK!! when i'm done with gym i actually plan to tan. and then after i gym, i still wanna tan. but it took me 5 mins to think whether should i tan or not. coz i see dark clouds coming in. then i just heck la~ i went in and then!! tan for 15mins on my back..clouds covered the sun! Stupid -___- then waited for 10 mins, started drizzling~ fed up~ went to bath, out of the toilet and its sunny again. Zzzz..but when i started walking to T1 it rained! FARK! i don like the sky nowadays. always play me out! FARK!
Okay, back to ytd..So i went to laopo's house to tan and swim. Nice nice sunny weather there ^^ brought him breakfast too. my spaghetti bolognaise left over from ytd. Actually wanna make it into like a pizza thing with egg. But nvm~ i've yet to get enough ingredients. So y not just bring over for him to eat. Since he nv tasted my cooking before. HAHA! =)
Went for a movie at Tamp mall with him after swimming..Watched being human filmed by jackneo. Its not a nice show either. But quite entertaining..We wasted 20 mins at theatre 4! which is showing whimpy kid of wat shit i dunno. and we are suppose to sit in theatre 8! which is just side by side! -.- we were wondering y is this advertisment so long. 20 mins u know! then kj went to check..and then! we left the theatre. HAHA! the funny part is that we are sitting on some other ppl's seat. LOL! and the person have to sit next to us. at the same time. i'm thinking, eh? y are there malay girls with tu dong watching this show too? they are like in a group of 6-8 i think. LOL! and so many families around us. lots of small kids too. HAHA!! wrong theatre man. wrong theatre. LOL! Not my kinda show too. HAHA!
Well~ parted after the show and met with my hangouts. no place to go after a brain storm and headed home~

Do girls hint guys so much? i nv thought that there are so many ways of getting a guy to indirectly get eg phone number la. dates la~ from a girl? its so easy for girls. they play the trick, u just have to fall for it, and u don have to ask for their number, they just leave it there for u. but for guys. u play the trick, u get played back -.- Guys just cant say no. But girls always say no to guys~ well..thats life and u have to suck on it!!

2010-03-21T02:55:00.000-07:00

Its very thoughtful of u. to write a letter indirectly to me.. A letter that only i can see? i assume..haha =D u have so many things to say to me. i can see it in your eyes that day at the airport. Somehow i find the lil conflict at the airport did quite well for me not to think abt u too much. well, seriously i didnt get that msg of yours. I guess its fated to be like this?

I'll not elaborate or explain abt wat i wanna say after reading wat u said..i don wanna reopen the court case. HAHA! that will nv end.. I'll just leave it as it is. Things are always simpler that way..maybe when u have afew more Bf, then u'll start to think differently as well. =) Thanks for the so so so many compliments. HAHAAA!! U're great gf for a beginner.. =)

Gonna have a long long term break for me~ HAHA! holiday for the single..=)

2010-03-13T19:07:00.000-08:00

Back from India Dudes!! Weeeee. I miss Singapore so much!!! =) Wanna party on friday night when i come back but nv did i know that i got poisoned!!! food poisoning =( spoil the whole day..Didn't get it when i was in India, but got it when i came back. Shagggg...

If u ask me how was the trip? i would say the places that i've been to sux. The food there is acceptable, but still quite risky to eat. U nv know when will u have a tummy ache. Or some sort of disease. And u can only drink from bottled water..No tap water. even though if its boiled, still u cant drink it..That is how dirty the water is. From above the plane i can see certain areas are lighted up. certain area is just pitch black in India. Touched down at New Delhi airport..The rate of the airport i'll give 2 star..I dunno how i rate it but i just don like it!
Once i step out of the airport. I was hoping to get some fresh air after the 5 hours flight. wat i smell was like smog? Burning of incense paper? carbon monoxide? dust? and its cold out there during the night too. temperature fall to 23-26 degree..During the day its like 38-40 degree? its hot but its not as humid as Singapore..Its still cooling if u stand under the shade. but the sun is scorching!
In India, ppl need the most is just a job. any job will do, as long as they have one..when we're abt to board the bus, our luggage have to be mounted up in the boot of the bus. they have someone who is inside the boot. arranging your luggage! wtf! and the bus driver is like farking him upside down. he was so close to smack him..He is like a slave. really pity that guy..
Had a long bus trip to a resting area for supper at a hotel. Good food there..the tea i can say is superb. its so good! HAHA! And then again another long bus trip to the train station..The smell of the train station is like u're standing in the drain. the smell is like 5 times worst than that..Then i asked, where is the toilet? and then...... Oh~ just find somewhere u feel safe and do watever u wan..o.O!!! either shit or pee!!! WTF! and i know y this place stink so much..another reason was that the toilet in the train. u don have to flush, everything just comes out from the hole to the track!! LOL! and if your shit is too big it got trap in between the hole then too bad~ >.< SICK!
When boarding the train we have to be fast. coz u nv know which Indian will take your seat without paying. LOL!
Another 5-6 hours ride on the train. Sight seeing of padi fields~ cows, sheeps and goats. U can see ppl shitting out of no where~ everywhere is like being bombard..Zzz tattered and torn, here and there..Ppl living in poverty, small little kids begging for money everywhere. They will even beg for frags..Just imagine how poor they are..
India trip is a wake up call for me..learn to appreciate the good things here. coz u can get non of them at the place where i visit.
there is more to say abt the place. Just don feel like it. kinda lazy!~ HAHA! =X
Sight seeing R&R was okay. The taj mahal was indeed magnificent..Not bad, pictures can be viewed on my FB..
Didn't expect the shopping malls to close at 8.30pm at night! -.- water at the hotel which we use for bathing is yellow! LOL! luckily not for drinking! HAHA!

Okay...friends are hard to predict. friends come and go. just like any other things..Just because of some small incident and without any further explanation or trying to get things solve and get it the right way. U choose to just break contact or smth like this..Or be angry and frustrated, or even choose to show your attitude by deleting some of your contact through online. like example facebook..So be it. our 4-5 years of friendship just ended like this? if u wan it this way. i'm okay with it..u have alot of friends? i have too..and i'm sick of being in between of everything that is going on. Since the majority cannot stand u. which obviously means smth is wrong. If u still dunno wats wrong then continue being your way..U wan it this way. u have it. i'm farking tired of it! If this is how u treat your best friends. i really dunno wat to say to the others. Thanks for being a friend. now i know wat these 4-5 years is all abt.

2010-02-27T21:02:00.000-08:00

My new blog! sorry i have not much time to update..And additionally, my English standard have dropped so so much! i cant form proper sentence now without any mistake. Zzzz Super sian and super pissed! i think i needa go for some english lesson to brush it up! Hmmmm...I wanna update my blog before i fly to india today!! Looking forward for India's training and live firing. Hope it will be fun there, Taj Mahal should be a sight seeing place. One of the seven wonders. HAHA! Hope its not like slum dog millionaire. LOL!

India may be a good thing for me to start everything afresh for myself..Looking forward to wats gonna happen in my life when i come back from India. I hope things will be the way they are and things will go my way..
Good luck to u..=) hope u are doing well alright..

2010-02-05T17:21:00.001-08:00

Yeah! finally someone my blog skin is changed! HAHA! thanks so sandy ah. LOL! owe u one there..alright. Its been a long time since i drop a post. Nth much recently. except i got my keloid removed again. Zzzz...well, common thing to say is wha dam painful!! wha its like i cannot slp on the other side. i cannot turn my neck properly. Gone through all that the first time. 2nd time is nth la~ HAHA! just pain for 1 or 2 days. after that i'm okay. just have to take care and don let it get any infection or smth. watch wat i eat yea..CNY is coming! and my mother is going overseas again. ah~ can never celebrate cny with her always..She has been running away from CNY for like 8 years i guess.. but she still pass us the red packets to pass to our fellow cousins. pretty good. But the bad thing is that the ang bao she give to my relatives is also the ones that she give me and my sister! FARK! stingy~~~~ -_____- Well...just have to hope my father and uncle give us more! HAHA!!

Can't think of anything much to blog already~ its so early..my brain is still semi slping. HAHA! alright. shall stop here..later guys!
<3 notorious girl. HAHA!!

2010-01-16T18:17:00.000-08:00

Long time~ since i updated my post =) recently wasn't really in the mood to update anything, lazy i guess. haha..
Well, new year resolution..sounds abit too late, but nvm~ haha...As for 2nd year soldier, i would wanna clear soc and ippt! then i can slack all pt! LOL! next is to ORD!! bloody hell..i waited for this day dam long! ARGH!!! its coming near~ and i can feel it..whahhahaha!

Hmmm..just got promoted recently..Happy but yet alot more things are arrowed to me. The new commanders are just too soft and they can't get the situation under control at times..Hai~ I'm like a commander. Y not just swap pays and rank. I be the commander and u be my man! LAWL!
But most importantly! the pay increment is the one i care most. haha! hope i'll get more than i expected =) cfc gets $900! HOLY! i hope its true. HAHA! =)

And can anybody help me with me blog!? its so ugly now! i wanna move to smth simple and nice =( i need some help here..coz i dunno how to do blog skins and stuffs. haha!! Ooops =X HELP!! SOS SOS SOS...

Bla bla bla~ am waiting for the time to go gym..i think dion is not coming again, as always~ nvm..i'll just go alone and meet crumbie later for lunch and dinner =) hahaa!

Sometimes, u'll have to let things go naturally..instead of forcing smth to happen, Just have to wait and see, let it go with the flow..And now, everything seems to be alright =) haha...I got more for wat i wanted..
<3 je'taime aussi cheri..

2009-12-18T03:08:00.000-08:00

I'm so bored~ Hmmm...Just got discharged from the hospital 2 days ago. Got my appendix removed =( It has been part of me for 19 years~ and now its gone..Well..Its causing all the pain, so its a muz to get rid of it..Had a dunno wat operation, the way they operate me was just like a key hole. very small holes on my stomach. so there wont be any scar and the recovery rate will be faster too..
I dunno y i will have appendicitis. Its like all of a sudden just got whacked like this. warded in the hospital for like continuously 2 weeks including this week..Terrible experience. i have countless of holes on my body. Injections injections and injections..-___- i hate needles! DAM! i feel like breaking them everytime i see it. but now i think i'm immune to it already. haha..
well, shall not bring up how they diagnose me, the experience is way~~~ to bad. haha..

Ahhhh...wanna recover fast! i miss my wacky life =( wanna party wanna go eat good stuff!!! wanna do lotsa stuffs!!
I wrapped one jackfruit in camp for like 1 mth! and i waited for it to ripe for so long! in the end!!!!! ARGH!! i went to pluck it on monday. put it beside my bed =( seeing it ripe every min every hour. but tuesday morning is the day i part from it =( my jackfruit is now in my section mates tummy! becoming waste soon =\ my jackfruit!! SOB! nvm, i'll wait for next year! TO EAT IT AGAIN!! WHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Miss me lesser for now..coz when i sneeze my stomach hurts! HAHA! love u =)

2009-12-13T01:13:00.000-08:00

My so call long holiday had just ended..Staying in the hospital is actually not bad eh, haha! i feel like a king there, if u need anything..Just press the button and the nurse will come to u. COOOOOLLL~ But serious i was like bed ridden for like 2 days! i didn't get off bed and neither did i eat or drink for 2 days =( gastroenteritis is wat i had..after the doctor had examine me and put me under obersevation. I thought it was some food poisoning or stomach flu. Because the doctor at the clinic diagnose it and say its some food poisoning. Give me so many medicine, still cannot cure my sickness..Zzzzz, went to the eastern medical. Did some acupuncture. SUPER PAIN! farking hell, i hate needles!!..like make my whole body twisted. my blood point all got twisted like that..SICK! -__-
Till night, i cannot take the pain anymore..i couldn't walk properly. cannot eat or do anything. Fever didn't went down..Have to be sent to the hospital. More needles came after that. 2 more jabs on my butt cheeks, Ivy drips and blood test. Zzzz..
Learnt a lesson to watch wat i eat in the future =( i don wan this again. DAM PAINFUL!! ARGH!!!

Should i get a new Gf? I know u want me to put this whole rs down. And i know u are finding smth to give up on me. To forget me, its difficult for me..
Hmmm...i still <3 u...

2009-12-05T19:41:00.000-08:00

I'm falling sick~ =( stomach flu...farking irritating! i cant sit still i cant stand still. i have to bend and adjust myself constantly..Zzz. I hope this gets better! just visited the doctor, and i have lots of medicine..But still feeling weird.
I dunno y nowadays i face the computer too long i will have headaches and i feel tired..Hmmm...Some side effects from too much computer!!!

Got nth much to blog about..Long hols is coming soon! =)
I hope to see u soon, and more often..
i miss u...=(

2009-11-24T07:43:00.000-08:00

Clear off clear off clear off~ But! wat can u do without money on off days =( going broke soon..Zzzz army pay so little, enough to wipe backside only. LOL! Sian..Nowadays doing nth in camp, wake up eat, eat slp, eat slp eat slp gym..LOL! then wait for book out, wait for clear off..LOL! actually, this is the kind of life i wan in the NS! this is wat i call SIOK! HAHA! U don have to care abt anything! WOOOO!!!

Christmas is coming, lots of activity is up next..LOL! Most importantly is to have a nice jap dinner buffet with my wife..we're suppose to meet, but he has to deal with some stuffs in camp..So gonna meet other day~ Sad~ =( wanna go his condo and swim and gym..LOL! see some korean mums..DAM HOT! i have to say~ =X Chill~~

I think i should cut down on clubbing eh, u guys agree? haha..spending alot on drinks and stuffs! dam expensive! and now! i don have enough cash to buy clothes =( Sobs... Christmas is coming! and i need some new clothes! =X all need $ $ $ $ ! i think i'm a $_$ face now. HAHA! u know how much money i lost in NS! FARKING HELL!!! ITS FREAKING LOT! sad!!!

Alright, i think i shall blog till here~ more updates soon =)
Sometimes, i think people muz lose smth to feel it..rather than just saying it..To feel it then u'll learn to cherish it..to feel it then u'll have the feel of anxious and worry, feeling that its parting with u..leaving and nv return. that is the time where u try to grab it back, but its all gone like ashes..but u'll nv know if it will be gone =)

<3 kj =D

2009-11-18T18:20:00.000-08:00

well..i nv wanted it to come to this, really really nv wanted it to be like this. I'm sorry i have to be cruel..I have to do the right the thing, so that u can move on with your life and stop thinking bout me. I have to move on too..but i just hope that i dont, i wanna be with u..so so much. i nv felt this way before..I feel that the only way to stop this is to be mean and stand firm on wat the decision is..don be fickle minded anymore..If we wanna love, we just love as a couple..i dont wanna love as a friend. Coz u know that we both cant control it.. i feel that its even more hurtful than any other thing..To break the chain is the only way out for u and me..U muz bear this in mind..i don hate u or dislike u..i love u. But somehow, this is the way i would like to put things..Is either i love u this way or nv..I hope u can understand..and turning back is not impossible. anything is possible for me and u..Because we're made for each other..

Je'taime cheri...I feel so safe in your arms, nv felt safer than this..

2009-11-13T19:33:00.000-08:00

Morning dudes~ had a hang over i guess. HAHA! its been a long long time =0
Happy birthday lionel!!! Finally 19..Hope u had a great time ytd alright~ i had great fun ytd. HAHA! but didn't play long enough!! =( sadd.....
Wats plan for today..Hmmmm, not very sure too..Shall see how later yeah~ =)
Feel so bored~ So boring nowadays~ Yawnnn...I miss u...='(

2009-11-09T07:15:00.000-08:00

Wat am i doing here at home on a monday night! First time not having any monday blues~Feeling great to be out. Totally superb! excellent to be outside folks..=)

Well...I didn't expect it to turn out this way, so negatively..So not wat i expected it to be, u are wat i wan..Wat i always wanted in a girl. It took me 6 years to find someone like u..So perfect to me, but i guess...Somehow, not everyone is perfect. Not everyone is flawless..Putting this to an end earlier will be a solution. But now isn't the bad time too, though i may feel its a bit too late..But nth is impossible. How i wish we could just be tgt and not think of anything else, the happy times.. Well, humans are selfish..wat can i say? =)
I love you...But i guess its time to forget and move on..No point waiting, there wont be any outcome. Since thinking far is wat u wan, and partly wat i wan too..but the future is already set to be wat we expected..I wanna love u for now and not think abt any other things that will make us feel upset or painful, at least we love each other so deeply before..I nv regret loving u =) the wonderful times we had tgt..It can nv be compared to the nearly 2 years R/s that i had before..
I know this whole thing sounds abit weird, i dunno wat i'm saying too..sigh..
I won't wanna waste my youth, same to u too..Life is still a long way to go..U'll definitely find another guy who will be better than me =) By the time u find him..don put in too much, u may end up regretting..In this R/s, I'm like a teacher to u..So far, u're an A1 student to me =) I love u...

Alright, enough of this and move on ZACK!! fark! life's like a bitch to me. shit...
Partying on friday night~~ Lionel's birthday celebration at THE ARENA! our home town =) Its time to unleash the other side of me kept inside for so long. So sorry to keep u waiting for so long..Its time u come out and have some fun...

2009-11-06T19:51:00.001-08:00

Blogger oh blogger~ 13 more mths till i end all these bullshit. Once and for all!! HAHA!! I'm out of wat to say here, dunno where to start. Wat to start on and how to start..
I think i'll start by telling a story..HAHA!
This guy..fell in love with this girl in first sight, but smth is holding him back from getting her. In the end, they ended up leaving each other without saying much..With a smile on both their faces, but deep down inside, its killing them..The guy didn't know the girl felt the same too.
As painful as it sounds like, she thought there wont be any chance to meet again..Crying subconsciously, unknowing that y she cried..feeling sad inside? but they didn't express their love to each other, and they didn't know that they are attracted to each other..Just a hi bye? i little chit chat?
A few days or weeks later, she went overseas for a mth or so..for holiday and visiting as well. When she returns..a msg with an unknown number texted her when she on her phone. To her surprise, its the guy that she tot she wont meet again. Feeling happy? feeling weird? feeling confuse? As for the guy, its the first msg he send to her. And it happen to be on an exact timing when the girl on her phone..

At the same time, the girl was thinking of giving up this guy and go for another one who was waiting for her a long time ago. Immediately, her feelings turned 100% to the unknown number..An urge in her heart to meet him again.
As for the guy..Finding a way to contact her, felt relief to see her reply..Sounds like its fated to be like this? HAHA! The guy was just seconds or mins away from losing her before he even have her.

In the end, they got together like wat a story should be..Felt so fortunate to have each another. Feeling so blessed to have each other..Living happily everyday, even though they don have each other by their sides everyday. But their hearts are connected from anywhere they are..

As time flies...problems arises, they found out that they are like diff ppl from diff world, jupiter and mars? diff religion, diff thinking diff beliefs. and diff attitude towards life..BUT, they both have a strong feeling that they were soulmates..If it wasn't for all these things, and things were to be simpler..Like wat the guy wanted it to be. Nth is impossible in this R/s. Its strong as u think it is..Love is selfish..The guy is selfish, the girl is selfish...In the end, separating is the only way to end the pain and confusion..

HAHA! how was the story? i read it on an article, just a rough summary of it..Alright! i gotta go now!! Time for me to Gym..Dion is running late as always. -.- ZZZZZZZZZ asshole!

<3 you.

2009-10-23T18:08:00.000-07:00

Right, now is 9.08am...Can't slp much, feeling kinda bored and restless. So i'm here to blog. Hmmmm, getting bored of blogging sooon...Ytd went to botanic garden to have picnic with freckles.. HAHA! i think we spend around 2 hours in the car trying to find where is botanic garden. LOL! But! in the end we still find our way there..Phew~ Road directory is not easy to read man..

I made a beef sandwich, first time making sandwich..Tried smth new with it, in the end it taste not bad afterall =) and a ceasar salad to go along with it =P Stopped touching on my kitchen stuffs for around 10mths?! or even more! i still have a little touch on it. HAHA! well..i still can cook,hmmmm...wat can i say? LOL!
Initially i tot the botanic garden is just like some other garden, HAHA! nth special or nth much abt it..I didn't know they have receptionist there, LOL! like alot of facilities there, COOOOL!

We chew on some mint leafs and its bitter, expected it to be..LOL! just to get the taste of mint. i just spat it out after chewing afew times.. HAHA! i believe there are still many spices out there, just that we didn't see any..

Lots of squirrels there, when we walk in we saw one above us..Thinking whether will it drop a shit on our heads. LOL! then the place where we settle for picnic, squirrels are like everywhere. HAHA! keep having sounds on the trees..we thought they were monkeys..

Atmosphere ytd was so good =) windy and not sunny, haha. except that there are workers behind us planting grass..Zzzz they weren't there at first. but i dunno y suddenly they just pop up behind. Muz be some perverts..Zzzz farking hell, puch their chocolate face =X

Drive around the area at nassim road to see the beautiful bungalows and terrace houses. Some are just super beautiful! there is 2 houses that look like some roman palace. DAM NICE! the gate is like WOW! its this a royal palace? i think some royal brother lives in it. Super coool! they even have a guard house! HOLY!

Alright, shall blog till here..Didn't take pictures ytd, i guess we're just not photogenic. HAHA!
Sweetie, u look so pretty ytd..i love the way u are =) u're so sweet. HAHA!
I love u my beauty queen =) <3 <3 <3 <3

Sometimes i just hope u could drop by awhile, hmmmm..sometimes i dunno wat i wan from u..Everything seems not enough for me..maybe i'm thinking too much. Maybe i'm still not use to it..Hope everything will come straight in the end..

2009-10-11T22:34:00.000-07:00

Hello blog. LOL! I'm here to write on u..Finally BME is over! 3 days 2 night field cam is totally not fun at all..And i nv smell that bad before!!! HOLY! didn't change my clothes for 2 straight days reaching 3! shitty man..Real shitty!! Hope the following few weeks will be low key training. Coz i hate high keys. its super super not worth it. -.-
Haaa~ thats life...but i don wanna suck it all up, gonna give it all back. LOL!
I dunno wat i wanna blog abt man..Hmmmm, got nth in mind..But i wanna update thing recently..
Oh ya, went clubbing on Saturday night! WOOOO! super high, super fun. LOL! zouk shots before 12 is totally worth it dudes! i drank super flaming Lamborghini with alvin. HAHA! that bastard! got half drunk. LOL! then we're lucky that night coz we shared a jug of redbull vodka but we pay a price of one but we get 2 jugs! coz its a one for one too! COOOOOOLL!!! everyone enjoyed the night. dam good! HAHA!! Clubbing will be next mth if there is any events =)

Alright i shall blog till here...
There's lots of things that u may not know abt me..And there may be some things that i may not know abt u, but i believe that as long as our love is strong. everything can be understood, everything can be solved no matter wat..I love u, and i really do..and i know u do too.
I know u love the present that i gave u =)HAHA!!
Tu me manque et je t'aime cheri!!! U're so beautiful..so sweet..

2009-09-29T06:18:00.000-07:00

Went to visit my grandma just only. She's getting so old, so so old..Spoke abt an hour long with her. I found out that actually it isn't that bad talking to her, i use to hate talking to her in the past. Use to dislike her cooking and stuffs, but now...I missed her alot, its always like this..
I see her age, she sees me grow..How i wish that i would grow and she would just stop aging..When a person is old, she tend to treat everything around her so precious. She will think abt the future of her children. my grandma told me that she make 10 golden rings for her children. my mom and her siblings. the reason was that no one would fight or quarrel over wat is left over while everything is already fixed for everyone..
So the part to be bias and unfair is now, grandma just gave me 3 small amulets. for blessings and i have not open to see it yet. She said that its for the 3 of us, my mom my sis and me..Its smth for us when we get married, to show her blessings to us. I just felt like crying just now..Sigh..
I don't know how things are gonna be without her in the future, when the whole family gather. Wat are we gathering for? We use to gather because the main reason was to see her, but wat if she's gone? wat will be the next reason for us to gather? To see my eldest aunt age? Hmmmm, life is like this. Deaths are around the edge, and i'm not refering to my grandma, shes not leaving us yet..I just hope she doesn't leave so soon. I still wanna celebrate chinese new year with her next year. Human will only cherish when things are gone..

2 more hours and its gonna be 4 months since we're tgt...ALRIGHT!!! For the first time i receive flowers from a girl.. Oh my holy! and its so cute an sweet..I know u tried looking for sunflower. But there isn't any..smth like a sunflower actually did the job well =) It did cheer me up alot. Helllll lot!!!

u are just so sweet. haha! i don't know that if u're too innocent and naive or wat. LOL! U're just so juicy sweet..I'm afraid i might get sugar diabetes..
I just <3 u...=) u made me so happity yippity hippity..
Je 'taime cheri...

2009-09-28T00:40:00.000-07:00

Monday! Woah...Taking Mc is really dam good. HAHA!! its time for me to take a good rest. Tired of being so up. SO up there but in the end i get nth in return. For fark!!!!!! Pissed.

Time to change my blogskin!!! Anyone can help me? =( I'm a noob at this, LOL!! Holy!!!! felt so boring at home, gaming non stop, playing and playing and playing..
So boring!! in camp boring outside camp also boring~ i can't wait to start studying again. dieing to learn to be a chef, hope my self study helps for the time being..

Gonna go rot~
Je t'aime cheri. =D

2009-09-24T22:08:00.000-07:00

Here i am blogger..Back to blog =) WEEEEEEEEEE...Its been a long time since i gym! i think i gotta gym tml!! cannot take it anymore. HAHA. Recently was too busy and i got injured on my back. Seen a doc, but in the end..the attention went to my knee. HAHA!! waiting for my appointment with a specialist =) Hope i will get smth good out of it. Its good to hear that nth is wrong with my body, Its also bad to hear that coz i cannot get any excuse for being fighting fit. HAHA!! i wanna get excuse!!! Come on! recover or die!! =X
Bah~ just feel that my body is growing weak..More vitamins required. Suffering from inadequate minerals and vitamins.

Its been a long time since i saw my dudes man. busy busy busy recently..Shall meet up with them soon. Right..

Having dinner with freckles. HAA!! She's driving!! Weeeee...going to Ecp for dinner =) exciting. HAHA!! Can't wait to get my license too..but i haven't even started on my BTT.. BORING!!! Zzzzz. i've studied for it, but i just can't have the time to go get it done!! stupid Ns..

The champion will fall, the leader is failure..the champion is the leader, but my leader is not a champion. he's a loser.
Signing off~

2009-09-18T20:39:00.000-07:00

I wanna down pes!!! i cannot stand it anymore, i don see a point going through these things. Its useless man..u are not a good leading example, maybe u shouldn't even step up that high, u're a farking loser in life. u just sux to the max!!!! cannot stand it!!
Can't even enjoy our holiday properly. bloody hell..I'm sick and tired of it. I'm wearing out~ time for me to go down and rest...

I felt so relief to see u =) that face among the crowd, made me feel so energized. HAHA! Can't wait to see u again my love =) Tuesday for KFC breakfast!!! i hope =)

2009-09-11T19:10:00.000-07:00

My internet connection is finally up man! WOOOO!! ^^ happy happy! Finally able to surf the web like last time, play my games like last time. smell my computer processing like last time, WHAHAHA! and this com is way better than last time =X obviously~ LAWL! Thanks to ivan for fixing my com and the internet connection, i dunno wat my sister have done to the connection while i'm in camp, but now its fixed =) Good supper ytd night eh~ HAHA! Maggie goreng is nice but in a smaller portion in future. =D Hope my treat satisfy u guys. Especially chan han, bloody hell eat so much. eating exactly 3 portion..Zzzzz. Rubbish bin, evolve to rubbish chute, then rubbish dumb,then recycle bin. HAHA! u gonna eat wats coming out of u. LOL!!!

Alvin is back!! WEEEE =) can't wait to talk more to him later..missed him so much, my little big brother, he seem small, but yet big, but yet like a kid. i dunno how to explain. but he's cute. HAHA!! Great friend. Arena later!! WEEE! But before that i gotta gym..working on my fitness, its my weakness. HAHA! bullshit~~

Catching a movie with sweetie later =) i forgot wats that movie we're gonna watch, but nvm..Gotta check out the new shopping center at bugis ^^
Alright, my post shall end here =)
Find some day to catch with my old friends. missed them since i left sch =/ sad...
I'm a hardstyler man~HAHA

Aishiteru <3

2009-09-03T06:16:00.001-07:00

Hello blogger I'm back! =) Rusting blog here alright, tyrna save it if i can..=D time to update some stuffs here..Past few weeks, lotsa things happened, lotsa activity going on. Andy and spastic jon birthday, they got WASTED MAN!! HAHA! followed by SL birthday and i dunno who's birthday will be coming up next. Celebration for GL enlisting army, celebration for alvin return from taiwan. LOL my beloved alvin, i missed u so much..We will reunion next week! and rock the club!! WHAHAHAHAHAHA! =X yaaa.

Let me talk a little abt SL's birthday..Didn't see the billas for ages man. HAHA! as though they were ancient. LOL! Still look the same, everyone still doing fine and good. i still can clique with them as usual, well. They're still considered one of my great group of friends to hang out at times =) Everyone is still bubbly as ever, like so happening for them. had fun that day at the party, HAHA! its like clubbing, u have everything! BUT! aircons, lighting and atmosphere..Dj hong guan was good, not bad..HAHA.

It have been awhile since i catch up with my Kj wife =) missed him lots!!!! its good to see him as usual, it seem like nth can beat him down. he's real strong and i think he is really an optimist. HAHA! i feel relaxed with him, like carefree, well..What can i say? he's my wife. LOL! I love him =)
Alright alright, there are photos in FB at the party, if u guys wanna see. check out my profile. i guess its still there..The theme is uniform, I'm a lecturer. LOL!! and Kj is a doctor, call him Doctor Sim, he lacks of one stethoscope. HAHA! COOOOL!

I can't wait for couple picnic. LOL! Actually i love picnics. Its like so fun, i can imagine it now. HAHA! having mats on the grass, basket with full of fooooooood!! drinks and stuffs. I needa get some good recipes for great fooooood!! i think she's gonna love my cooking, i hope! HAHA! =)

Spent $1.450 on my new CPU! whahahahaha, all thanks to IVAN! and Song, and shenn for accompanying us to sim lim! =)
Yeah!!! got a new Pc, next one will be a new internet connection. Then i can start all the things i want again! gaming, surfing the net, Anime, facebook and lots of stuffs! WOOOOOOOO!!!

Took off tml, so on a thursday night like this I'm at home!!! YES! SIOK! WOOOOOO!! good life eh =) HAHA!
Gonna meet u on saturday night! good luck for your match eh =) u no need luck, coz u trained hard! Muacks!
Time flies~ no need to say much, 3 words to describe..HAHA I <3 U =) Ops that makes it 4 =X

Sry ivan and song, i have no pic of me and my gf yet. Soon ah soon. HAHA! I'll TAKE picture with her soon ah. LOL!
Thanks for everything that day, owe it to u guys =) Signing off~~ Zao LIAO! Fall out fall out! =X

2009-08-16T20:17:00.000-07:00

Frustration on friday, shall not mention it anymore. My blood will boil if i mention it..Argh!!! Went to arena that night. Finally arena on friday night. HAHA! went to to release some stress, feeling very pressurized recently. feeling so farked up, But now i'm feeling good =)

This coming week is going to be a busy week, Andy and jon birthday coming on this coming friday, Arena celebration again. HAHA! and then Saturday is ah song's birthday celebration. I think i will be going over. but the theme uniform is really shitty. LOL! I'm wearing uniform everyday in camp! HELLOOO!!! SMTH ELSE PLS!! LOL!! oh well, shall see how..

Thursday night field camp till friday..zzzz i hope there wont be any stunts like last friday again. Its very stupid -.- very dumb..

Just completed the AHM ytd morning. Ran 10km..Find it so boring and its a so unproductive day. We have to donate an amt of money which i was cheated to donate. And burn our time to run the marathon which we didn't wan to at all -____- jog till my butt ache. =/ But wats 10km to me. Nth~~ haha..
After the run, hadta reward myself and my friends. So we went to eat porridge buffet at the suntec conventional hall. LOL! Its not bad overall. Quite nice =) kinda enjoyed eating there. First time eating a porridge buffet. HAHA! they can improve on the desert section, more variety pls~ =D
Talking abt rewarding ourselfs. We went shopping, HAHA!!! Oh my, didn't wanna buy anything! but, AHHHH! i just bought 2 shirts. thats all. Alright. DONE! HAHA!

Hey cheri, We'll pull through for this mth alright? don worry..=) HAHA! U looked so unique ytd night. Y are u so afraid? i didn't feel anything weird. And neither would i feel less for u. HAHA! thats nonsense sweetie..
shall blog till here. More updates to come soon =)

no matter wat. with or without it. my love for u will still be the same..CHILLLLL~~~ HA!!

2009-08-09T19:10:00.000-07:00

Happy National Day singapore! No more duties man!!! WOOOOOOO!!! I'm so happy. LOL!! Finally my weekends are not going to get burnt! but i dunno if i need to sacrifice for training. Hai~ Boring~~~~ =( i feel that i don have a life in army =( shag. I wonder those kids that say they wanna be a soldier in the future, i think they will regret saying that shit man. HAHA!!! Nobody likes it there.."I wan to be in the army when i grow up" Zzzzzzzzzzzz...they aint know how much time they are gonna waste there man..LOL!

Gonna gym sooooon~~ gyming alone again. My friends went clubbing ytd, i don think they are awake to join me. Well, if they have the heart to. then i think they will call me. HAHA. But nvm~ i can always go alone =/

<3 you are just adorable at times. HAHA! silly girl.

2009-08-04T06:51:00.000-07:00

Beautiful tuesday night. Just returned from ION!!! with my sweetie =) I say that Ion is a really great place to shop. Plenty of good food!! Really lotsa of good fooooooood!! HAHA! but my pocket is kinda tight now coz it's end of the mth..So I'm gonna eat alot when my pay is in!! =) There is still lotsa shops not open yet. Looking forward for riverisland to open at Ion, and AX..=)
Well, today bought myself 3 T-shirt at pull and bear =) More to come!! more clothes moreee!!!! HAHA! she didn't buy anything today, actually wanna get some shoes, but she hesitate. HAHA! its so cheap! but i guess the quality is bad..Or she didn't eye on any of it..=D

Getting promotion this coming week, kinda excited =) i wanna get the pay..i don't care abt the rank actually. HAHA!! the more salary the better!!! Whahahaha!! money no enough ah!! =X

Didn't expect u will do so many sweet things for me..Well, i dunno how to react when i read the letter u sent me through mailing. It gave me the feeling that u missed me alot. Well, this is the first love letter i receive so far and so real from a girl =X, and its really through posting. LOL! I'm so out of word to see it..speechless, didn't know such a small thing can make a big difference.
Thanks honey =)
If u prefer low profile, its okay. as long as u still love me =D
Tu me manque et je t'aime cheri...<3

2009-07-31T20:38:00.000-07:00

Good Morning peeps!! wonderful afternoon coming in 20 mins time. HAHA! I'm having a 6 hours break before my duty starts. After this week, there will be 1 more week left!! which is the actual NDP!!!! YEA~~There will be no more saturday burnt! WHAHAHAHAH! i can finally enjoy my sats without any shit duties. Bloody HELL!!!

last week was my Birthday celebration!!! I'm finally 19!! yeah!! =) HAHA, this is my last teen age =( after this I'm no longer a teen! holy shit! Darn! Was almost drunk actually. i dunno if i'm really drunk or half drunk, coz i can't rmb much when i'm on the dance floor, HAHA!!! once the smoke comes out i cannot see shit man. This is the first time i felt this way, HAHA! but overall i kinda enjoyed it.
Hmmm, actually my celebration was not really that successful. I think its like a cock up. Well, i guess..Next time i'll not organise my birthday or any events anymore. I'll just wait and see wat my friends will do rather than i do it. When i do smth, no one appreciates it, no one wants to put in the effort to make it on time, to come early, to save enough to play and have fun. Everybody agreed to meet on a timing, and yet because of u everybody have to change our meeting timing or meeting point, don make yourself the majority out of the majority. coz u are just a farking minority. there will always be that someone or somebody that will come out with stupid reasons that will make everything seems boring, if anyone of them don have the interest of coming, or feel that spending this money to enjoy is a waste of time u can jolly well stay at home and rot. Since u're coming so unwillingly, then don force yourself to..

Additionally, for wat i muz be punctual on other's birthday and other ppl's event? Its just unfair to myself. I think i'm just being stupid, allowing them crawl up my neck and shit on my head! Zzzzzz.. giving them countless of chances. i think they have just used up the tokens. Treating it as nth. so for my next birthday, i will either celebrate it alone or i'll just hang out with my cousins or family. Kinda tired already la. Hai~~ Anger vent!!

Heading to ION next tuesday!! =) with who? u know laaaa. HAHA! i haven't been there since it started..I heard that it is very big and kinda confusing to walk around. Getting lost quite easily...I hope shopping on a weekday will make it less crowded to manoeuver around. =D Alright, shall blog till here..Gotta gooo~

Je t'aime cheri. <3 Happy 62 days being tgt =) LOL!!

2009-07-19T19:00:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps out there. Finally having my off on monday. At last!! LOL!! Went shopping ytd with freckles =) After shopping for so long, we didn't get anything. HAHA!!! i wanted to get this nautica berms, but its too ex! but i like it alot..Gonna see if its going to drop price next week or 2 weeks later. Since i'm always there during the weekends. HAHA!!! =)

Ytd was also a so call celebration for my birthday. Coz this week celebrating on sat night and i'm booking in on sunday..Zzzzz, on my birthday i gotta book in. bloody hell. The present she buy for me isn't ex. But the things that she do is very sweet. she customized the singlet and towel that she buy, DIY. Its very heart warming, I melted ytd. HAHA!!! Pink is one of my favourite colour. She tried to make everything pink ytd, LOL! how silly. But very sweet. Even she herself wore pink whereas she don like that colour. HAHA! oh my freckles. =) i cannot describe my love for u. But i know i'm very blinded by it. =)

Je t'aime beaucoup Cheri. <3 Nv felt so much love in such a short relationship. Hugs. =D

2009-07-11T22:38:00.000-07:00

Boring sunday~~ wanted to gym but yt went to fly kite. Zzzzz..he flew my kite, bloody hell. Ah~ i'm so bored at home so i came to blog. =) gonna meet my sweetheart later for lunch. wonder y girls take so long to prepare before they leave house. HAHA! well, lets just leave this as a mystery, HAHA!
Wanna get a lappy soon! but i dunno whens the next IT fair, shall i wait or shall i get one now? still needa do up some homework rgd laptops. my sis is 21, so she can sign a internet connection. Sharing the bills between us. =) Hope she pays! she haven't got a proper job since she graduate till now. Zzzz dunno wats she up to everyday. while i'm in camp. -.- Siannn...
There's lotsa things that i suddenly wanna do. HAHA! get this get that. i wanna get my driving license!!! This is the major one, coz my mom is planning to get a car. But she wants me to have my license first. So i wanna get a license quick!!! so i can drive my girl around, traveling around will be so convenient afterall.. HAHA!! But now i think its the other way round, coz she's gonna have her license done!! and i haven't even started on my BTT. HAHA!

My birthday is coming up next..After deciding so long, i still feel that celebrating in a club will be a better choice. coz i finish my stupid NDP rehearsal thing at 11.30pm! Zzzz... and i have to rush home and get changed, wat time already? so i decided to bath at the F1 Pit there. then straight away go down to celebrate. At night everybody is free~~ HAHA! As for which club to celebrate, Arena is the choice for the moment. Still deciding which club has a better package ^^.

Right, shall blog till here already. Signing off~
Je 'taime me love. HAHA! french is a way hard language to pronounce and to speak. DAM tongue twisting!!! I cannot even pronounce this word Cheri properly. and guys, this is not as simple as it looks. HAHA!

2009-07-04T20:53:00.000-07:00

Time to blog blog and BLOG!! HAHA! i feel bloody happy for my bunkmate ee kuan!! That bastard disrupted from army!!! He's gonna do wat he wants in future and that is shit head lucky man!!! ARGH!!!! he is dam smart la, scholar man~ COOOL~ IQ dam high EQ dam low. HAHA! seriously.

Alright, the week for july is gonna be very very very stupid, and very very very not pleasant and on my birthday i have to book in -.- just like this week. bookout on saturday night, party then book in on sunday night. Hai~ Y muz i serve the nation =( saddd..
if i have the chance to choose. i rather NOT SERVE. LIKE DUHHH!!!! HAHA!!

I guess, this week i'm not gonna see her again =( my freckles. siannn....she has to work, i have to work too..but my work is totally stupid and shitty. i shall not grumble anymore, no point!! ARGH! i guess i just wan to let some steam off..pretty pack schedule this mth. hai. I'm sorry sweetie. i cannot accompany u this week. But not to worry. Still have next week! Alright!!!?? HAHA! shall see u next week. Think positive =D

And happy 1st mth to u =) time past very fast ah. HAHA!! i suddenly feel that i just get to know u ytd. LOL!!! Muacks!!!
Well..abt this r/s, i feel that its smth that i nv felt before. HAHA! its no longer that kind of puppy love. =D
Signing off~
Wo ai ni =)

2009-06-28T05:08:00.000-07:00

Sunday evening, just to come online and blog, facebook and stuffs. =) Ytd went to kimmi's 21st birthday party, HAHA! vodka vodka and vodka, there was no food there!!! ARGH!! so i just poped in 2 double cheese burger from macs and vuala. HAHA! FULL~~ its been a long time since i seen kimmi. HAHA! Assuming she is doing good eh, coz she seems goooood! well, better than before, obviously. HAHA! Didn't know much ppl there though, just went there and start clicking on those ppl. try to social around and make new friends. the topics they talked on are quite interesting, get to know one persian guy there. COOOL! HAHA! Yeappp. And since one of my senior is leaving, so i left tgt with him. He drove, so i alighted at bedok inter. walked home from there, better than cabbing!! SAVE SAVE SAVE!!! Try to call my freckles but she's aslp while watching tv! LOL!!

Gym gym gym, sunday afternoon is always for gym. HAHA!! Bah~ I'm so bored~~having mid-night movies later with freckles! HAHA! I watched transformers already, but she haven't. So i'm accompanying her to watch it! LOL! i watched it for free the first time. So now I'm paying to watch with her =) Weheeeee. Signing off~

Heart to heart, me to u =D HAHA! Je t'aime.

2009-06-22T02:14:00.000-07:00

Wat am i doing at home on monday. So boring~ I wanna get a new computer! and i wanna sign up for a new internet connection!!! ARGH!!! Anybody have any lobang. i wanna sell my old computer which is semi spoilt. but still functioning good except for the monitor. Just wanna get rid of it and get a new one coming!! I'm super bored, went to meet my sweetie just now at the airport for lunch. and headed home till now. First time i ate inside popeyes, HAHA! the biscuit is bread right, more like those cakes. wonder y is it called biscuit. LOL!!

I wanna change blogskin! This blogskin is kinda kiddish for me. HAHA! i'm getting old~ turning 19 in 1 mth plus time. Planning how am i going to celebrate it =/ LOL!
Going back to camp in 3 hours time. Hope they allow us to book out this friday and go msq on saturday ourselfs. Coz it suxs to stay in camp!! ARGH! hmmm...4 or 5 more days to see my sweetheart again. =(

Alvin likes to bullshit! full of craps and stuffs. Anything that he says, out of 10. 9 are rubbish and randoms. LOL! But its entertaining to have this kinda friend. HAHA!! He just called me a few mins ago to spout nonsense again. LAWL! gonna hear more of it when i head back to camp later -.-

Aight. shall blog till here. blog more when I'm out of HELL!! >.<

I just find u special. Adorable and just simple..Thats wat i like the most =) Sometimes things are way better off when its simple. HAHA =)

Tu me manques and je t' aime tau? HAHA!!! =) Happy working tml sweetie. HAHA! Hugs. <3

2009-06-20T19:00:00.001-07:00

Talking abt ytd..Its a darn shit day, really pissed off with the whole organisation. without any explanation, they made us extend for another half an hour. I find this whole plan and organisation a bull shit. a farking waste of time doing all these rehearsal and stuffs. which is freaking useless. and a bloody waste of man power..I just find that they should just close down this bloody unit. Its bloody inefficiency at all!!
We commit ourself to this. But to a certain level and certain state..We are not paid enough to do till so much to the extend to burn the whole day. and only return us less than half a day. Exchanging weekends for weekdays is totally not fair or i say its not even worth it at all. I don think doing all these makes us a better S...... Coz i think in the end of this 2 years. i can be a better road cleaner, a traffic police, a steward, toilet cleaner or even a plumber!. I seriously hope they should reflect on themselves and make this reasonable and instead of unreasonable and expect us to think its reasonable. Coz we are not a 3 year old kid, and we know how to think, and how things actually works. Stop teaching us that the colour green is red.

HAH!!!! vent my anger!! Wasted my whole sat. shall not talk abt it anymore. there is still 7 more times to go. bloody hell. Dunno wats for today's plan. after gym and tanning at 12. Should be meeting my Gf, most probably. =) Well, shall see how then~ signing off.
Je t'aime =)

2009-06-17T04:10:00.000-07:00

Hi Peeps. HAHA!, let me summarise wat happen these few days. On sunday, went shopping with a couple of hangouts including alvin, haha! He was the one who wanted to buy clothes and stuffs. But in the end me and dion bought ourselves some clothes, HAHA!! i bought one blue long sleeve cotton shirt =) quite nice eh. haha! in the end my mother bought somehow similar to wat i have bought. Zzzz. means now i have 2 long sleeve shirts, HAHA! diff brand, design and material. COOOL~! after shopping, we went for some supper at geylang =) FROG LEG PORRIDGE!! Favourite. haha! i love eating it..=)
Took some picture on that day too. check out my facebook for those pictures. =) It has been ages since i took photos!! LAWL!

On monday, Met dearie for breakfast. Was suppose to have KFC breakfast tgt. But in the end she cannot make it! She is a sleepyhead. HAHA! so actually i went over to KFC, was abt to buy the breakfast and packed it home to eat. But in the end, they are changing to lunch set meals already, so i didn't bought any. Just went to the market and pack some food home =) well, she came over to watch YES MAN! haha. its a nice show. i can watch it again! LOL! if i watch it again it will be my 3rd time watching it. HAHA!
Till around evening, i went to meet my bunkmates for a dinner buffet session at MINORI! Favourite place to eat. HAHA! and she went to get her hair highlighted at TONI & GUY. =D It was a great buffet session, its been a long time since i eat with so many ppl. HAHA! great section bonding actually. should have more of this kinda outings tgt. its GOOOOD! =) so after dinner we eventually meet up again at Heren. after a starbuck session with my bunkmates at PS. =) waited for her to finish up her hair and took the last train back tgt =) its a happy day coz i get to see her from morning till night. HAHA! >.<

On Tuesday!!! Went to sentosa, as usual. Yt fang wo aeroplane. Zzzz he was the one who asked us to go. yet he was the one who didn't turn up! Shit him!! DARN! Had a fun time there. Saw jonathan there! LOL! so qiao eh. actually i know that he was going there. he told me on monday, but didn't know its so coincident that we went there tgt at the same time. HAHA! played beach volley ball tgt too. =p fun day!.
Follow on, went to vivo and shopped for awhile. then went up to the sky park and slacked there, took photos again. HAHA!! with girls around, there is always cameras. Zzzz. But its good la, can take down memories =) HAHA. another enjoyable day not to waste =)

And on Today. Wednesday, went to gym with YT! and this time, Dion fang wo aeroplane. Zzzz, Yt don dare to be late after the incident ytd, HAHA! coz if he is late! he is going to treat me and dion to butterfact! which is TODAY!! haha! yeap, so after gym, went to meet my sayang~~ HAHA! ate Fish and Co express, pretty good eh. Loved it =) shopped awhile and went home after that.. and here i am, blogging at home, HAHA! preparing to party later peeps! WOOOO!! haha.

Right, shall post till here. updates when i'm out again. =)
Je t'aime my darling =) cool eh french, HAHA! now i know wats the meaning. Hugs.

2009-06-12T17:38:00.000-07:00

Hey hey guys, great saturday morning =) haha..feel the fresh air outside in my lungs, i feel so dam gooood! LOL! my mum and my sister is out to genting, and i'm home alone till wednesday i guess =( saddd...Actually today i'm going to party, but i think its a last min cancellation, tio TUA already ah! shit! nvm la, actually i also don plan to go. Save some money for other days. HAHA! besides i don think it will be fun going with another group. so ya~ Shall not go then, maybe last min changes again. See how looooh~ =)

Block leave block leave~ haha. time to relax and chill~~ the next batch of officers are coming in after my block leave week, i hope my Pc will be ah song, HAHA! then that will be farking fun =X or my cousin's Bf.. HAHA! HOLY!

Went to the airport ytd to meet my dearie. =P she went to sent her sister off to Australia for backpacking..WOOO, sounds cool eh. talking abt backpacking. i kinda find it hard to backpack around a country if u don know it well. Everybody has their first time, so maybe their experience should get them somewhere. HAHA i think i'm just spouting nonsense. LOL! =X Backpacking makes u more independent, able to travel around and save at the same time =)

Hope there are still durians out there when i'm going outfield. SO at least there is smth for me to look forward to!!! coz i hate outfied! DAM! HAHA! ate one wild durian on Thursday, just dropped from the tree. Taste dam gooooodd!!! super sweet and fresh. so far the best durian eaten ever. HAHA!!! i can hear them dropping from the trees here at home!!! AHHHHHH!! =X

Aight, shall blog till here. Maybe going gym later, maybe my crumbie is coming over for some shows! =)
<3 crumbie. Heez =P

2009-06-05T21:18:00.000-07:00

A very good afternooon to all of u out there. WOOOOOO! very good saturday afternoon yeah! The sad things is that i'm gonna waste my night and the whole day of tml. I'm having guard duty!!! WTF!!! dam sian la..wha! i always get guard duties on weekends. Hai~ wat to do. suck thumb lor. HAHA! hope it rains tml!! DAM!

Party ytd was goooood! dam happening yeah! its a celebration for lionel, he is enlisting soon. so this is a farewell party to him, Byee lionel! u gotta take care inside there. If there is anything u don't know or u are scared to know in the army. Can ask me, HAHA! afterall..I'm 7mths older than u in here. LOL!!
Ytd finally arena have some new performance eh, can say is improving. But i think the next time we go we gonna change location! some say boring already, haha, sooooo..YAAAA, and the next time i gonna bring my sweetie along. LOL! so we can party like a rock star!! WHAHAHAHAHA. right? =X

Next week outfield for 3 full days, aiiii yooo. dam shag! dam lazy to go out there. seriously hate it!! ARGH!!! BUT! after that gonna have block leave!!! and gonna get ready for NDP rehearsal already =) its sai kang but i hope it will be meaningful for us. its a once in a life experience to participate in the NDP!

Right, shall post till here. gonna sign off~~ Missed my freckles so much, haha =X u make me nervous. LOL! sound familiar eh. =/

2009-05-30T21:07:00.000-07:00

Its a very good week, HAHA! don't know how to put it but its a good week. =D and i'm again using my sister's mac book to blog again. Stealing connections! whahahahaha! wicked!!! =X Nth much to blog abt this week, it seem to be a very short weekend. I'm having another block leave at June, yeah!!! HAHA, gotta party! and gonna spend time with my honey =) Have fun Have fun and have fun, LOL!!

Actually gonna sun tan and swim today, but i guess my friends are too tired to wake and and accompany me. Zzzz, they always give me a false hope that they all wanna go, but in the end. either they are late or they just can't be bothered to go..Zzzz, kinda sick and tired of it. so be it la, i can always go alone. If not my freckles can accompany me. =)

Taking part in the NDP. The operation practice is coming on 20th of June i guess, and from then on I'm booking out on Saturday and booking in on Monday. Return me back my weekend!!! i don wan weekdays =( Stupid!

AH~ Nth much to blog about already, gonna sign off here alright. =)

I'm your first, you're mine too. haha. you're officially my gf ^^

2009-05-21T20:39:00.000-07:00

hey hey~ this is my 230th post. haha! I'm so sad =( my mother has canceled my internet connection. because my computer broke down! and haven't been using it for a very long time. and it suxs to the core man!!! ARGH!!! wanted to get a new computer from ivan, he's gonna fix one for me. But how i know, before i even discuss it with my mother, she already said the internet is canceled..Zzzz, Super boring. hai yo~~~

So now i'm using my sister's macbook, stealing other ppl's connection to surf the net now. how evil, HAHA! but wat to do!!! i need the connection! After my Ns, i'm gonna get a new computer! and get my internet connection back man! hack care my mother, she is somehow a pain in my neck sometimes, sorry to say that mum. but u are. Sell my bicycle without my agreement, i paid for that okay!!! ARGH!! HAI!

Watch X men origins with freckles, haha! didn't get wat the show is abt and neither does she, HAHA! i just get to know that how wolverine get his metal claws, which is cool. his claws are actually bones before the transformation, NICE. looks like bones from our finger, HAHA!!

Wat i did this whole week? i guess its very unproductive man. super boring week, my hangouts are mostly in NS =( only left 1 or 2. studying if not working..Siannn. YAWN YAWN YAWNN!!!!!

Dinner with freckles ytd night, ^^ ate pizza! HAHA! if u guys wanna try smth new, oh pls. don get curry chicken pizza, coz it suxs! i had it and it totally cannot make it. so stick to your favourite, hawaiian pizza. HAHA! it taste 10 times better than curry chicken, GOD DAMN IT! HAHA!

you look so lady like last night, but one thing spoil the whole out fit. that shorts. LOL!!! HAHA!!!! =/

2009-05-15T21:08:00.000-07:00

Holy cow, i dunno who was that who posted that comment. But thats not the right way to express. LOL! Don't mind if u move on to her blog and scold her instead, yaaa....

Trades course finally over!! wat I'm awaiting for isn't the black beret, its the 1 week block leave!!! YASHH!! HAHA! I feel so like a civilian now, ahhhh...feels good to be like this, lotsa things to do in this 1 week. gotta play and play and play!!! spend time to the fullest =)

Its kinda sad, that my mom didn't turn up for my pass our course parade =( i feel so lonely, looking all around me was parents. helping their sons putting on the berets. But its okay. this is not the major one, HAHA! the major one is ORD! =X LAWL! which is still far away! so near but yet so far. 2 years seems long but yet isn't short. BAHH~

Looking forward to today's party~ WEEEEE..hope its a fun night alright~!! =)

Hey I'm sorry..i didn't mean to always change our time spent tgt. This will be the last time alright? =P i know u are not so petty. but u look so pretty ytd night, HAHA! =X

Gonna gym gym gymmmm~~

2009-05-09T22:33:00.000-07:00

Once again i'm at my cousin's house. Blogging and web surfing, weeee~~talking abt dion's birthday celebration ytd, was a hell lot of fun man!!! WOOOOO!! dam happening at arena ytd night =) feel dam siok, HAHA!! Opened Chivas Cannon again, my pocket just got burn again. One big hole!! but its okay, this mth's pay includes my IPPT $200 award. So~ I'm COOOL~ >.<

Shopping shopping and shopping. ytd bought a coat and a levi's signature jeans, its on offer!!!! 99.90 for 2 jeans, so i shared with dion ^^ Tan tio leh! LOL!! Dam goooood!
I kept going to this shop to try the coat, and i constantly did it for like every week i book out, LOL! till the sales girl can identify me. she said u every week come and try, when u going to buy? LOL!!! then i just kept laughing. Natural project, great shop, very innovative.

P.O.P this coming friday! Finally able to get beret loooh~!! and than one week block leave! WOOOOO! gonna have fun that week, and also not forgetting~ to spend time with my new gf gonna be. HAHA!!! eh~~~~ u know u know, HAHA!!! =X
Signing off~ =P

2009-05-02T23:10:00.000-07:00

Happy belated labour's Day everybody!!! though I'm too late, but i feel that Ns man are just the cheapest labour in the whole world. LOL!! No offense, but we still have to work during hols! god dam it! But lucky for me i didn't have to, but for the rest. Sad for them. Burnt the weekend again. I burnt my weekend too, but i have so call a one day off. coz i swapped duties with one of my platoon mate. COOL! book out on Thursday then book in Friday night, stayed over at camp and wake up on a B E A UTIFUL Saturday morning for guard duty at 8am. till this morning 8am, which is a bloody Sunday morning! and wat the hell am i doing in camp!!! ARGH!! and YTD! Saturday! the whole day!! I JUST GOT WASTED!! FARK! =/
My blood just boil when i think abt it, but its okay..i shall take it easy, guard duty is just a small case. i can handle it. HAHA! i feel so steam now, too tired already..HAHA!! Oh my~

Actually i'm doing this duty next week, but next week is dion's birthday, its a big day. how can a big day lag of a big role like me right? if not then party is no longer fun dude. HAHA!!! so just nice somebody wanna swap. Good for me =) i think i just got lucky. LOL! like ytd's blockbuster Saturday, "just my luck" The girl is SOOOO HOT! i nearly burnt my eyes on tv. LOL!

Swine flu recently have spread across the nations, and its coming to Singapore soon. the cos code have turned from yellow to orange! i believe Singapore is doing the right precaution, we don wanna end up like SARS we had years ago. it was a hard impact. And everybody stay healthy and keep your immune system functioning. LOL! just in case u got attacked! =X more vitamin Cs are good. Zinc as well, and apples are good too. HAHA! =)

Frankly speaking, I kinda fancy you. HA~~ =)

2009-04-25T18:41:00.000-07:00

Finally i'm out of camp!!! LOL! this week is such a bloody boring week. Everyday is just a waste of time in camp. YAWN!! Spend so much time slacking during the weekdays. Burnt during the weekend. thats the reason y i'm out of camp on a bloody SUNDAY MORNING!!! ARGH!! Angry!

My computer break down =( now i have to come over to my cousin house to use his computer =( i wanna change a new computer, but i don't know how to speak up to my mum, LOL! well, see how it goes then. maybe i shall just change a monitor will do. my darling Dell is already 4 years old. gonna retire soon. haha.

Lets talk abt last week's event, rock climbing last week was fun. Didn't know it can be so difficult. It seems easy at first, but once u start to mount the wall. holy, your fingers and arm will burn! LOL! i climbed my first 50m wall!! COOOL~ and i did it for the first time! no retry no nth, one shot 50m. i have the power to climb, but wats power without skills? LOL! rock climbing requires skills. climbing a 50m wall is like running half a 2.4km route. haha! quite shag ah.
After rock climbing went bag shopping. bought this crumpler bag pack, HAHA! BURNT MY POCKET A HOLE!! $200!!! DAM! cannot go party already, HAHA!!!
After purchasing the bag, left my friends and went to meet dion and company. HAHA! went to lionel's church -.- boring man, HAHA! SORRY LIONEL! but i still find CHC a more happening place. HAHA! PAI SEH AH! PAI SEH! LOL!

Finally Yt enlisted to Navy, HAHA! happy for him at the same time, but feel sad for him at the same time. coz he cannot slp anymore!! HAHA!! GOOD LUCK AH! i shall see u soon next week! AIGHT!!

Had a great dinner with fifi, haha. walked around Tampinese 1. first time we went shopping, HAHA! Nice dating eh~
"i feel a smth between us. HAHA!"

You are nth but just like a wind to me..

2009-04-11T20:02:00.000-07:00

Alright, lets do some back track till Friday evening. HAHA! Uber fun on Friday evening. The crowd was just there, and the feel of everything was just there. LOL!! Went to THE ARENA!! Actually one of my favourite club to hang out. 19 ppl went on that day i think, we opened one cannon of Chivas and got the VIP seats beside the Dj. Nice~ and now i know that the VIP seats are pussy magnets. HAHA! attracts girls up there to seat, NICE~

The funny part was, since there are so many new comers. y not let the tequila girls earn abit. Trick 1 or 2 to buy their tequila, HAHA! in the end they thought it was free. LOL!! they drank and got shocked, $12 for a shot! SHIT PRICE!! LOL! Got screwed! So for the first time, i also bought one shot there. HAHA! Dam $12. i got tricked too. LOL! willingly. =D

Leen was there to promote her i forget wat liquor was that and her friend jasmine promoting Chivas, HAHA! But that liquor she gave me for sample was WOW 15 years old. COOOOL! Well, when i saw her. Just felt her sweetness, HAHA! she is adorable. small like a little girl, but hot like a Jalapeno. WOOTS =X Shall see her soon i guess =)

Leaving there was a unbearable thing of course. The end of the party =( sad. Time past so fast when ya having fun.
Saved on cab fare this time, My friend drove his car man. HAHA!! NICE! 150km/h. roller coaster favourite ride. LOL! My heart was pumping hard! And i have a girl on my lap throughout the journey, my heart was pumping even harder! LOL!!! well, u guys don turn the picture upside down~ we did nth but just hugging =X LAWL!

Now back to Saturday. Didn't manage to sleep more, just don wanna waste the day by slping. Agreed on Friday Morning to sun tan in the afternoon, Yt let me down. Dion was there to sun tan. as usual. HAHA!
Dion had this invitation by his father's friend to CH church, they have some performance going on there, didn't wanna go at first. but was forced to go =( so well. y not, I've been to many churches, so y not have a look at CH. see wat they have there. First impression, IS THIS A CONCERT?! ITS DAMMMMMM HAPPENING IN THERE. LOL!! Felt so weird there. Its like u dunno anyone, but they just became your friend there for your religion? Nice, christian are very influential. I may consider afew years down the road, but not now. I'll still stick to my free thinker. Not yet ready to contribute this much yet =)
Met lots of nice ppl there, celebrity wanna be Micheal, or maybe has already became one, HAHA. DAM handsome! super friendly. super nice, supper successful =) Met some artist there, lots of successful ppl. Lots of pretty girls. Had a great dinner with them =) Kinda beneficial trip there. eventually still looking forward to join them next week. But nah~ i still wan my weekends to be free. HAHA! RIGHT!

Well, wats for sunday afternoon? GYM of course. 1pm at Tamp gym, gonna get ready now, gonna have a quick breakfast. If not its gonna turn Brunch already. Like wat crumbie said, HAHA! breakfast plus lunch. BRUNCH! she is so lame -.- =X

Alright, a couple of things to add in. i believe u still can find your old life back, as a good friend. or be it a good gf to others. Well, just stop partying that often. try to settle down and get the party life cut down. will benefit u for the better. If u have turned into a party girl, its time to change now. your friends seriously wants u to change to the better, they want the usual u back. or u just have to control. its never too late. but for our r/s its definitely too late, no point trying anymore. just give up and move on. I'm still your friend. so start a fresh with someone else. =)

Signing off~ !ZACK~ Alright~~~~~~~

2009-04-09T18:46:00.000-07:00

Good Friday it is today, haha. Hope it will be a good Friday night to party too!! Yeah~ My Knee injury have acted up recently, i start to feel pain again. Seen the MO, had an appointment for X-ray this coming Thursday, Hope i wont get any down pes or smth, I'm company best leh. If down pes, i don have the courage to face me OC and my Sgts. Hope the MO just excuse me from running, and give me special reasons that i am able to run when necessary. Like Ippt, Soc and stuffs. I don't wanna me a handicap there!! =(

Well, constantly learning some Japanese phrases from my Jap friend, HAHA! Quite funny. Now my whole platoon is speaking Jap. But actually, we are learning the vulgar first. HAHA! it applies to all as well, no matter wat language u learn. u would learn how to swear in it than learn how to speak properly in it. COOOL~ So as an exchange, we thought him our dialect. Cantonese, Hokkien or Teochew. HAHA!! As usual, learn how to swear first. Cute guy la actually. Its good to be Bilingual.

My trust for u is like hitting a jackpot. Signing off~

2009-04-03T18:16:00.001-07:00

Finally outta camp =) early book out on Friday EVENING. At least we no need to finish dinner before we book out, which makes a few hours of difference only. HAHA! Right, actually i have nth much to blog abt. This whole week only have courses and lectures. trades course period. Learning all the stuffs that is necessary to equip us when we go to war. LOL! Nevertheless learning more things is better than doing nth.

Able to use the gym more often now at camp. Having more free time, can slack up to 3 hours a day. -.- Have to gym man. that time i stopped for one week! and then when i went back to carry some weights, farking hell. i cannot lift it like before, HOLY! dam scared, LOL! GOTTA MAINTAIN! So later I'm going gym again, with my personal instructor Dion, and my side kick Yt. HAHA!! then follow by sun tanning! WOOOOOOOO! Hope Ai hua bring enough sun tan lotion to use, HAHA! My skin is getting too toufu colour, gotta get it BBQ before i turn Gu niang. =X

Night time will be as per normal, PARTY TIME! but going with my Pri sch friends, maybe Dion will be joining me. Not sure, haha. But tonight will be a fun night i hope =)
" To all the single ladies all the single ladies" HAHA!

Hmmm, everybody deserves a 2nd chance. But as for u, i don't think u deserve it at all. Endless chance have been given to u. But just that, to trade for your short term happy period. U lost a long term..And follow by many things behind which u don't know that u will be losing. If time were to go back, how i wish that i didn't gave u those things and write that letter..It makes me feel stupid.
I'm not the person u use to know, and neither do i wanna know which kinda person are u anymore. I don wanna go back to square one again. u can give in all your best to try, like an endless token to a jackpot, but sorry to say. The machine will nv hit the same picture again, and i will NEVER wanna be that way again, because the system is already set that the player will not win the game and gain that money they are urging for.

2009-03-29T01:38:00.000-07:00

Going out soon to town with my pri sch buddies! haha! it have been ages since i met them =) Happy. ^^
Ytd night activity after gym was a birthday celebration at down town's bbq pit, Yt's friend. Ultra boring~ Just sat there and play cards, smth similar to chilling out, but much more boring. HAHA!! Lucky dion drove his father's van there and drove me back. If not i'm gonna burn another hole my pocket man. HAHA! Thanks Dion. Muacks <3 and don forget. I'm serving the Ns now so u can have a peaceful civilian life. HAHA! Okay? =D

Heavy rain now!! how am i gonna go out =( no choice but to spend another dollar more to take the bus to inter and change to train. hmmm, nowadays transportation fee is very expensive! SHIT!

Aight, I'm going off..
Sorry Crumbie, last min change of decision. hope u wont be mad =)

2009-03-27T23:21:00.000-07:00

unlucky week!! Booked out at saturday. Just reached home 30mins ago! Sibei sian. Ultimate man. Gotta wake up at 4am this morning =( setting up stuffs for some events at my camp. Shag, hope next week wont have any more stuns. HAHA! Anyway I'm out, so stop complaining!!

IPPT GOLD! Thats it la, no need for me to take IPPT for the rest of this year, HAHA! $200 right into my bank. ^^
After Posting, i find that even though is good to filter some of the bad ones out. But also the good ones are going out! Dam. missed my friends =( we suffer so much tgt. yet we enjoyed the days being whacked. LOL! Seriously want them to come back.
Its okay though. the Bmtc batch are not bad too. even though they are very Obedient and not so violent than us. HAHA! they are much more of the well behaved soldiers.
Dam cool, i have one platoon mate which is half jap. NICE! Gotta get him to intro me some Jap girls. LOL! WHOOO! Usher Usher~~

Waiting for dion, so i can go gym -.- as always.. Zzzzzzzzzz. Signing off, booking in on Monday Morning 11am =)

2009-03-21T22:13:00.000-07:00

Once again, Its Sunday. Zzzzzzzzzz. Well, one week have past so fast~ AHHHH!! Just like a snap of your finger. Hai~ ytd went back camp to know my vocation is a waste of time, i already know i'm staying there. Wat for still go back, just to look at that piece of paper -.- waste my whole morning there. Zzzzz. Lotsa friends are leaving my company. Some are even leaving 46SAR. Felt very sad, =( feel that its no longer gonna be fun in camp without them anymore. Gonna feel so bored without them, Hai~ How i wish i'm just posted out as well. i don like this kinda feeling, like half farked. The 4 mths spent with them was so fun, so joyous. Though there is lots of conflicts, but we still have that strong bond inbtw us. Y cant they just choose more ppl from other platoon to go another company instead of mine? Kinda hate the way they do things. ARGH!! KILL THEM! =X

Arena ytd was so so only. Lazy to dance with those girls la, HAHA. Too many spoilers ytd night, too desperate for girls already. kept looking for girls everywhere they go. so desperate go for prostitute la, wat for come club. -.- Now i know y girls that like to dance are getting lesser on the dance floor, its because of them, bloody hell.
I think, tml will be the last night i see 2 of my good buddies in my platoon. Chilling out with them at club. I dunno when will be the next time that I'll get to see them again..But hopefully soon. =)

Wondering wat i will be doing in camp for next week. hmmmm, kinda looking forward to wats gonna happen. HAHA! eventually, i cant wait to live a private life in camp. See how many privileges do we have. HAHA!! Heard that we wont be able to book out on Friday night next week!! AHHH! i hope its not true!! LOL!

Right, gotta stop partying for now. Gotta rest till when i have the feel of going again, HAHA! =D I'm signing off~ Ciaow~

2009-03-18T22:17:00.000-07:00

Zouk and Phuture ytd. Holy shit! Mambo night was like a total bullshit. HAHA!! i See those ppl there dancing like interesting, but somehow the music out of 100% only 30% will make me wanna move my body. LOL!! Well, its a good experience afterall.

Its ladies night, so the ladies ytd was DAM ALOT! and also DAM HOT! and most of them are friendly =) HAHA! It was so squeezy till i can kiss my lao po in the face when we are on the dance floor. and when we are squeezing in. that was how pact it is. Wasn't that fun, unable to dance!!! ARGH!!!

Well, i have one embarrass thing to say is that i danced homo sexual ytd. NB!!! i cannot see their faces carefully when its so pact and close. then i was dancing, then i saw them. Wha! 3 girls so hot, y no ppl wanna dance with them? so i step in closer. dance with them. But i didn't find anything weird abt them. They left after dancing awhile. When we left the club, on the way home on the cab. kj say i dance with ah gua -.- then i said, where got!!!! the brother added on ya. then the cousin. WHA CHOW! i dance with gay. dam stun, i was deceived by their looks. HOLY SHIT!!! then i kept saying don lie to me hor, don bluff me!! AHHHH! dam Ps.
But another thing is that, they are able to deceive me. Not bad, HAHA! but nvm la, Ah gua are also human being wat. So, treat it as an experience with fun. HAHA!

Overall, i just wanna go out with kj, its been a long time since i saw him. =) So ytd was happy to see him, and its good that he is doing fine. HAHA! And his cousin, dam funny. the pirated version of Jay chou. HAHA!!

Alright, Signing off~ =)

2009-03-16T19:57:00.001-07:00

Take a deep breath~ YESA! the air on Tuesday morning outside is SO GOOD! haha! its been awhile since I'm out on Tuesday in camp. Makes me feel so like a civilian now =) and i wan my civilian life so badly =( Shag! Free and easy life. Its gonna take me another 21 mths!!!! ARGH!!!! Endure and Excel is more important now =) Black beret here i come!!!!!

Gonna gym with dion later at 3pm, was suppose to go this morning at 10.30am. But he slpt at 5am this morning. SIAO!!! then in the end wasted another few more hours. If not we can save lotsa time. HAHA! but nvm la, i can stay at home and rest. chill out, use the com and do lotsa stuff like blogging now =D.

Feel good that Yt finally found a job. And its a job that he is good in =) Retail. HAHA! working at the counter for Robinson Sales at expo. LOL! I rather he did that than Slping at home. Opening his "WILL NV HAPPEN" Slping academy. HAHA!! stupid shit.

Had a little chat on the phone with Carmen ytd, HAHA. Feel abit sad for her ah. =X but at the same time i feel that she had grown up already. Not the little girl that i use to know last time. But still, she is a small girl. HAHA! too obsessive with cars already. Car this Car that, wanna find a guy with car, drive her to sch. Drive her back. HAHA!! Another silly girl. HAHAA!

Lao po! Faster come back from Malaysia, i wanna meet u and party leh. wha lao! ARGH!!! This week by hook or by crook i just gotta meet u ah. DAMN!

Right. I'm signing off~ Tml ladies night, HAHA! PARTY TIME!!! =)

2009-03-13T20:04:00.000-07:00

POP at last!!!! HAHA!! No longer REC! Now I'm PRIVATE!!! I FEEL GOOOOOOOD!!! Last week of being a rec. Feels so good. At the same time feeling quite sad. Gonna miss lotsa friends in camp. They are leaving for ADP, those that sign on. Some are getting posted out. Hai~ But its okay, we still gonna have fun after they leave. HAHA!!

I got the company best REC award. Feel proud of myself, finally for once my mother will officially be proud of me. Its not easy to get this award. Fighting over 300-400 ppl. only 3 getting this award. Pretty tough, i made it. i know i will get this award. coz I'm Up. and as wat my sergeant said. I'm always the best. HAHA! 3 cheers for me! HIP HIP HOORAY!!!! HIP HIP HOORAY!!! HIP HIP HOORAY!!! HAHA!

Gonna have lots of time to play now, i can find my KJ LAO PO!! HAHA =) missed him so much, argh!!! wanna smack his peaky butt =X Signing off~ hungry~~~

2009-03-07T20:16:00.000-08:00

Its a boring day again. Every Sunday is a boring boring day...Yawn~ Ytd activity was eat steamboat and drink again. Have been drinking alot recently ah, i dunno y but i just kept getting myself involve in drinking session, HAHA!!! Friday night Japanese buffet at minori with my platoon mates. Good food there, everyone is enjoying the food. =) GOOD! at least i didn't intro the wrong place, i have faith in my taste buds and i have faith in MINORI! HAHA!! Arena was so boring on Friday night. The atmosphere wasn't there, kinda dissapointed with the DJ. The music that he play and mix on that day is totally not my type of it. Additionally got tua by some of my camp mates. Nb, say wanna come join us for the buffet. Didn't turn up, plan to go club after the buffet, all got their programme. If not nv answer my calls. In the end going with only 4 person, after we enter the club with a vodka. Another bugger left 30 mins later. Pathetically left with only 3 person, WHAAAAA...shaggg.

But nvm, still get to have some girls there. even though the girls on that night is SUPER DAO!!!! HAHA!! farked up! stupid!!

waiting for yt to come over bedok. Gotta have lunch together. As a compensate to me for not meeting ytd for steamboat. Already said that we are meeting on saturday and yet he overslpt!!! He slpt 24 hours ytd till this morning!!!?? WTF!!! i think more than that already. from Saturday morning 4-5am slpt till today morning 9am i think. HOLY! Wasted one Saturday, wait till he go army. Then he will know how precious is his weekends. and not to burn them by slping. HAHA!!!
BOW TO THE GOD OF SLEEPING!!!! BOW~~~~ We were cracking this joke the other time that yt should open his own sch. Sch that teaches ppl how to slp, HAHA!! Burn time =X And then wat if yt was the president of singapore. WHAAAA, Singapore cigarettes have no tax, no yellow box, and the most expensive thing is Mattress and beds. HAHA!!! Lame shit.

P.O.P on friday!! YES!!! =) finally no longer a recruit, HAHA! More activities coming up during block leave after POP.. CHEERS!!

I wanna change blogskin!!! Need some assistant, can anyone help me?? i wanna change to smth simple and yet easier to look. HAHA!!

Don't try to dig into my friends, don make yourself cheap.

2009-03-05T17:57:00.001-08:00

Bloody hell, Google's certificate has expired and i can't get into blogger page. Finally I'm able to come in after some configuration. Phew~ i thought I'm unable to blog!! coz i got so many things to say!! LOL!.

Field camp is finally over, 5 days 4 night in the jungle at Tekong. Slping on the ground, getting close to mother nature. haha. Quite interesting and exciting at the first place. But eventually find it very tiring and shag~ Cant get to bath for 4 days. Whole body is always wet and smelly due to the rain, and everybody smells the same!! getting rashes and bites here and there. Unluckily, the rain came 3 times out of 5 days during my field camp. the only thing we ate was combat rations, which really don taste good. but some are not bad, i prefer the deserts. GOOD AH! HAHA! Some red bean soup, dunno wat 8 treasure desert, green bean with water chestnut, LOL! the good point abt raining is that there is no training during raining as it is heavy. The bad point is that we get wet and its freaking cold there. Don't wanna have that feeling of getting wet and dirty again,IT SUX! BRRRRRR.

Seen only one small wild boar at Tekong at the latrine point outside our tent site, so cute. HAHA! but it got scared and ran away. Lotsa insects we saw there. everywhere i go i see insects, farking big spiders. huge crickets that is black in colour, the size of my THUMB! nb. i raise my feet and smash it down, BOM!! smashed, HAHA! killing insects all the way. Saw this praying mantis crawling on my shoulder, cute, but died in the end. my friend stomped on it. _l_

Somehow my buddy is kinda irritating during field camp, first day he woke me up 3 times to go to the toilet. -.- irritated, first 2 times is to urine. The last time is to shit, and i stand there to guard while he is shitting. bloody hell. the following few days he also kept asking me to go toilet, during the day time don wanna pee, come to night time all the urine wanna come out. I KILL U! wanna use my bayonet and stuck it up his arse.
And then i think i got too irritated, when we got back to our tent, and we slpt. i used the tip of the rifle to knock on his head while slping, HAHA!! I DIDN'T KNOW!!! it wasn't intentional, i think my mind just got irritated. LOL!

There is this trend at Tekong field camp, Lotsa ppl don't wanna get involve in shitting, HAHA! coz they find it disgusting there and they heard rumours that the housefly will fly into your ass la, alot of insect will crawl on u la, when u shit cover your asshole coz u dunno wat will go in-.- , so they tolerated for 5 days! and then proceed back to camp to release. But i just can't tolerate it anymore the 2nd day, i think the deserts are having effects. HAHA!! i went to release with bunk mate and his buddy at the latrine point, LOL! early in the morning 4am. While shitting we talk cock and see the stars in tekong,
its really nice there. The stars are always out when there is no rain. NICELY~

Everywhere we go, dirty things are always there. and unfortunately the place that we pitch our tent is the place that is the most haunted among all sites. the rubber plantation, Lotsa ppl die there due to attacks of tigers. and spirits still stuck there. there was once while we were talking abt this matter during field training, abt the last person of the row. wat will happen if there is another person behind him. and when we number off from the back to the front, there will be another extra 1 behind the actual 1. this incident really happened. HOLY SHIT! SON OF A MOTHER'S LOVER. I'm the 2nd from the back. Then when we number off from the back, a very loud ONE echoed out. farking hell, everyone turned back to see the last guy and try to spot where the sound come from, but there is no one there. no sergeants no sir there. Balls shrink and dropped, we quickly get outta there. BRRRRRRRRRRR....GOOSEBUMPS. haha.

Have any of u all seen fireflies before? i saw it the other time when we were having our night route march, its dam nice! they are like mini torch lights that turn on and off. cute, HAHA! one whole group of them flying around the bushes. like a disco light. AH~ so romantic, but was out there with a wrong group of ppl. HAHA! wanted to catch them, but didn't have the time and chance to. Well i think there will definitely be a 2nd chance to do so. =)

Actually there is lots of things to include abt field camps. But some are just secrets that are not supposed to be leaked, ya~ so these are the ones that i'm able to say =) I'm gonna PASS OUT NEXT FRIDAY!!!! YES AH!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! POP POP POP POP POP!!! finally put an end to my recruit life, HAHA! Then I'll be able to meet my Kj laopo. we are able to go out and have fun~! missed him lots and lots! gonna find some kaki when we are going out. =D

GONNA PARTY TONIGHT MAN!!! After a hell good of buffet session with my army friends, Seriously in need of good foood!!! we are gonna party!! WOOOOOOOO!!! Unleash the monster within u, rock your body WOOOOO!! HAHA! sounds so sick.

The more u actually love the more u actually trust, the more u don believe that will happen. the more u feel betrayed, and then the more u feel foolish and stupid. the more u wanna hate. the more u hate eventually = to the amt of love u have and given in..

Debrief..You cannot spell Safety with out SAF. HAHA!!! COOOL~

2009-02-21T21:26:00.001-08:00

Sunday it is today. but i still have the feeling that i'm gonna book in soon, but actually I'm booking in tml, HAHA!! Gonna be a good boy today, staying at home to accompany my mother. but she is out, running some errands i think. well, i think its only dinner that we are going to have tgt, HAHA!
Wanna get a new phone for camp purpose use. E51!!!! AHHHH!! i wanna get that phone, $0 dollars if u sign for Singtel line for NSF. I WANT!! perhaps after my field camp when I'm out to clear leave I'll get my mother to sign one line, i use the phone she use the line. HAHA! or maybe I'll just use the line la.

Gonna go out at 2pm to get some stuffs for field camp, needa stock up some food and stuffs.

Forget to update this eerie thing ytd, i encounter dirty things. HOLY COW!! i dunno whether someone is trying to scare me, or I'm getting pranks from my platoon mates. but who would wanna joke abt this kinda matter right? =/
this incident happened on Friday morning. Some of my bunkmates have bed bugs on their bed. Same as mine, so we shifted our mattress from the bed to the floor to where the fan is directly blowing at. The bed bugs are hidden in the wooden plank below the mattress which act as a support for the bed and not in the mattress. So sleeping on the floor didn't allow the bed bugs to attack us. So it happened to be that the wooden plank has nth on it right? And my shoes and bag are below the bed. but when i woke up that morning, my things were on my wooden plank. my shoes were laid out nicely on the plank and my bag was the last. HOLY COW!!! they are also laid in proper position. Is either someone muz be slp walking or some dirty things wanna play punk with me. SCARY!!! ='(
I think i needa bring an amulet to camp already. if not I'm gonna be scared till my balls drop. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

2009-02-20T21:01:00.000-08:00

Book out Book out day!!! Hooray~! 12km route march at east coast park is dam fun. But tiring coz we have to crawl up 4.30am in the morning just to walk! -.- The fun part is that we get to see scenery, interact with ppl outside, get to see girls. But who the daughter of a mothers lover would like to go to east coast park early in the morning to play -.- so far that day i only saw 1? Zzzzzzzzz..the rest are all aunties and uncles, slping in the shelter, some showing their tai ji skills. Playing some old sch music swinging to the beat. But its been a long time since i drop by there to check that place out. i think its been at least 1 year or +/- HAHA.

Went to SAIGON ytd, wha i tell u..that place. is totally an F9, fail to be a place to hang out. Banned from my hangout list next time. Super boring, super not fun, super sian. The songs they play makes u super wanna cry your balls out.Zzzz. well done ah dennis, if it wasn't for your sake. i think i rather sleep at home, stayed there for an hour plus, cannot take it. Finish our drinks and smack our ass out of there. DAM!

This week is the last book out week for the week. o.O? hmmm? wat am i saying, HAHA!! i guess the medicine i ate make me spat nonsense. Well, its because the next friday i am unable to book out!!! Gonna go tekong for field camp, so i'll book out on the following Wednesday night or even Thursday morning. So after the book out its PARTY TIME!!! YES!!! WOOOOTS! Bang bang here and bang bang there~! WOOOOO!!!

Right.

As a reward for IPPT GOLD. My Oc have rewarded the IPPT GOLD ppl an incentive. To book in on Monday morning! YES AH!!! special ah, the whole company 120 over ppl only pathetically 3 person get gold. WTF!!! bloody weaklings man. HAHA!!

Going out soon to gym with teck =) shall update more when i can again right peeps. take care =)

Btw, the song by Timbaland really suits the situation, "Its too late to apologize"

2009-02-14T18:12:00.000-08:00

Sunday morning, Monday blues~ Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Made cookies ytd, mission to gym have failed, DAM! told ya! MISSION CAN'T DO! only can DO HALF!! haha!well, our cookie tastes like famous amouse OKAY! u all can ask dion if u don believe =X HAHA!!! Jk la, looks like but not really taste like. It taste not bad actually, just that its abit hard. But its crunchy and nice =) yeap!

Went out with freckles ytd, HAHA! had a great time chatting all the way =) i tot that her family opens a farm somewhere in other country. How i know she was kidding me all the while, i think its some human error in the msg started with this word FAM, HAHA!! i tot she spelled is wrongly, dam funny. asked her how they kill the animal, how big is the farm, how the halal method of killing. All the answer she gave me sounds so real, but its all bullshit! zzzz DARN!! some more wear this spectacle that looks so old, tot she is very honest. telling the truth, look so ragged, Devil in disguise, LOL! kill u freckles. HAHA! SET U ON FIRE!! =X

Shall stop here~ waiting for my breakfast!! Mummy!!! wheres my breakfast =) HAHA!!
when u are in Ns your mother will tend to treat u better. Dam funny, one example:
friday night. When i'm dressing up. Mom says: Where are u going tonight!? its very late u know. I say: i dress so handsome of course going to party la, can anot??? Mom says: CAN CAN, y cannot. But don come back so late ah~. I say: don come back late then not call party liao ma. end of it. LOL!!! My sister giggling away, my mother smiled and i just walked out of the door. HAHA!

2009-02-13T18:29:00.001-08:00

Whoever did this blogskin, thanks for it. Thats all I'm saying.

Out of camp!! Yas Yas Yas!! finally I'm released after so long, HAHA!! like a cat in a bag, struggling to come out. But i'm a tiger! LOL!! =X example only. Well, recent news from camp. pass 2 weeks the confinees from my platoon says that our level also have dirty stuffs. So far i didn't see any, but maybe because i have a bunk mate that is dam ugly, which is YQ! many says that his face is a legend. even the ghost are scared of his face, so they dare not appear anymore, or come out any stuns. HAHA!!! HOLY SHIT! he was dam pissed, Sry YQ. But u are our amulet for the 3 mths, after that we no longer have any. Coz u are signing on! and i think u don have a big head, so don wear big helmet. HAHA!!!! =X

Trained hard, excel well..There is this sentence that i find it really meaningful during my course. "The more u perspire during training, the lesser u bleed in war" DAM COOL~! HAHA! learnt that 1 mth ago. Now then i recall back, maybe there is still some alcohol in me, HAHA!! And then, my IPPT was a GOLD!!! WOOOOOOOO~!!! YES! GOLD!!!
my 2.4km just hit the timing, RIGHT ONE THE DOT!! 9.44min. WOOT! YES, *shake shake*

Friday Night which is ytd, ARENA AGAIN!!! WOOOOOOOOOO! Dam high la~ is even better than last week with more ppl going ah~ ^^ Poor dion, get a little bit too high. Drunk, LOL!! Geez. suppose to go with more of my outside company, but in the end no one turned up except dion =( so the others was my platoon mates, WEEE! Called edwin and met him there, btw, edwin is my sis's ex Bf. I find him rather good. HAHA! ya, so now we are good friends ^^ he's gotta teach us stroke smokers alittle bit of How to. HAHA!! Great stuffs ytd. bang bang here, bang bang there. HAHA!
I think thats all for today~ maybe i'll update more tml if i still can..Now i have to wait for dion to wake up, he wanna make cookies -.- i wanna go gym, DAM! but its like an impossible thing to do, mission CAN'T DO. HAHA! well shall see how.

Hope i'll be out on a date with fifi today, HAHA!! U know, u know ^^.

2009-02-07T20:10:00.001-08:00

Sunday Morning! A boring morning today. coz its book in day! Zzzzzz Sibei sian ah -.- So bored..Life as recruit, tough. but still acceptable. Bought Ipod Nano last week! 8GB, black in colour. Dam cool~ HAHA! the latest version's Nano. HAPPY ^^ but i burn my pocket..
Went to gym with dion ytd, it was a hard day on my bicep. but its worth exchanging it. HAHA!! Method 21 is really a pain! but! i like! ^^ STRONG!! =X Met up with Yt AKA vampire, Mr Slp everyday. suppose to meet for gym but he slpt from ytd 1-2am to 6pm. Zzzz..
Met for dinner and headed to meet Lionel near my secondary sch to have a lil chit chat, =)Straight home after that.
This is the 2nd week i'm having steamboat before booking in -.- Sick of steamboats already, HAHA!! Holy! gotta quite eating steamboat for 1 year, next year then continue again. HAHA!

Final say:
not interested to read your wat u write, not interested to know wat u are doing. Not interested to know who u are with and not interested to know how u think about me. coz i don give a dam abt it. u are who u are, i am who i am.. HAHA! As i heard from my friends, defend yourself all u wan. there is no need for me to say much to def myself. Heaven have eyes, wat u do behind will be expose, or shall i say exposed. The more u explain the more u hide. wat u say is only one part of your story..well, y bother to explain? HAHA. save it.

2009-02-07T07:27:00.000-08:00

Shag week in camp. Lotsa Lotsa things to do, but after all these though things, its like an achievement to me. Learn lotsa things inside, learnt to be a better person. Learned to built up a better characteristic inside, to be a better man, like wat angela said. HAHA!!

Friday night clubbing was fun, went to the right place with my friends. HAHA! and also its the first time i get to see Joleen after such a long time, LOL!! Small girl u, HAHA! Party party!!! clubbing makes me lose mind, up in here up in here..WOOOOT! Next destination may be PHUTURE!! i think..

Face book has this game which is quite fun ah, can get to improve my English. Ages man since i waste my brain cells thinking hard. HAHA! My English deproved tremendously..Sian.

Signing off~ Hope to see my Kj lao po soon =) missed him lots! XoXo. HAHA!!

2009-02-01T01:20:00.000-08:00

I wanna speak my heart out here. u are no longer who u are. and i wanna say that i don wish to have u in my life, don wish to let u take part in it. jolly well fark off from it. i seriously hate u..HATE U MORE THAN I HATE THE OTHERS!!!!!!!!! I feel that i down grade myself putting me and u tgt. seriously. I HATE U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Liar cheater slut bitch. watever is bad..take it all to u!!!!

HA!!! vent me anger. DAM!

2009-01-26T06:38:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year people!!! As usual, the atmosphere of this lunar year wasn't there. Is it that we have all grown up already? Or is it that there is no longer a need for this occasion, everyone just treats this like a must to gather. HAHA! But its also a good thing too. Once per year get to see your relatives that u don't often see. Actually, i don't know wat i'm saying, HAHA!!!

Don't really enjoy celebrating this new year coz i'm SICK!! DAM! =( sore throat, cough till my chest hurts and headache. Flu..Maybe its too heaty or my camp is too unhygienic. Bloody dusty. ARGH!! Didn't get to enjoy all the FOOOD!!!! AHHHH!! the worst part =( Not abt red packets, but the foooood!!! Ku ku bird! =X

A little point to share abt wat i'm thinking =)
I'm feeling abit lost now, like a tank driver dunno where he is heading to. Crushing all things around him, HAHA! Finding a place that is comfortable to stay in, currently still finding wats best for me to stay coool~ stay chill. But not yet, i believe i will find it soon. =)Aight~!

2009-01-23T02:53:00.000-08:00

AHHHH!!! Screwed up my blog =( Kinda sux at doing HTML and stuffs. Hate it, Just book out from camp. farking tired, farking hungry!! FOOODD!! HAHA, going out soon i think =)

Got my single life back, time to rock and roll!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
pretty ladies here i come =X HAHA.

2009-01-17T07:18:00.001-08:00

I'm in the wrong all the while, insisted to be in the right. understood how it felt, guilty. Lost, just want you back by my side too badly. Hope you will soon.
A song dedicated to you my love, really want you to hear the song. Its a nice song =) Copy and paste the link, i don't know how to put the video in here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2HejVjzhKTY

Waiting for your return.
Hugs. <3

2009-01-04T00:06:00.000-08:00

Well, i hope u read my blog. I know i wasn't that fair to u. I suddenly felt it myself, i know i wasn't that good to u, wasn't that caring to u. was not giving u enough love. Didn't really express myself to u, kept u in the dark always. Not revealing wats going on and suddenly pop, one bad solution to smth which i don really want too. Somehow i feel that i ill treat u or smth, and yet u still could stand me. Even though my level of ill treating u wasn't as high as the others =X. Well, i just wanna apologize. For all these mths, i know its been hard on u. But u pulled through coz u are blinded, and i'm also blinded by smth that made me ill treat u. I somehow now understand how u felt. How lonely u were, how irritated and how frustrating it is. When i was into my work, too into. when i was with my friends, neglecting u. didn't care how u felt. Being selfish. hmm..Just wanna say:

I love u, and i missed u so much. never ever missed u that much before. Its because u were always here whether i need u or not, always there for me. Seriously. just there.
Honey, I'm sorry..I hope u forgive me. Hugs.
PS: see u next Saturday i hope. hugs and kisses.
!ZJ.

2008-12-01T23:52:00.000-08:00

My computer is alive again!! Actually alive for around 2 weeks already. HAHA! finally found the disc to format my computer. I feel that one thing bad abt Dell computers is that everytime u format it, it will definitely spoil smth u have. Like the sound system. Unable to open some programmes, dam sux. So next time any of u were to get a computer. Pls don get Dell, get Mac or some acer, smth like that.

This coming saturday~ My fat girl mich is gonna open a BBQ at pasiris park. Hope everything goes well like SMooOthie. HAHA!! If not just BAM! rain is on the way. =X
Wondering wat shall i get for her as a present. >.<

Are u guys onto you-tube? u gotta check bobby lee and his gang out. Its dam hilarious. HAHA!! Especially Coach Hines. He is a dam wacky ass, can't stop laughing at his weird accent and his dam retarded actions. His high waist pants as well. =D

AH~ going out soon at 6pm with dion for some Gyming session. Nowadays, don't understand y my mother likes to give ME shit stuffs to do, i stress the word ME. Coz there is someone else besides ME in the house, and y ME. Not HER, my SIS, idiot.. I think is because she just changed a new hairstyle or smth, makes her change her brains as well.. Ah.... Son, help me bring this big luggage to ah ma house and get my smaller luggage back...DOTS, JUST USE THE BIG ONE!! -.-... help me pass this money to AH ma, DOTS, Y DON'T U HELP ME PASS MINE WHEN I ASKED U TO! ( coz i give my grandma money when i work) -.-.... Help me pass this medication to Ah ma, DOTS! i am like y can't u do it yourself?! doesn't mean that i'm not working anymore means i'm a cheap transport labour for u-.- I'm loosing my freedom in like less than a mth, can't i have peace and do things that i like, even though i'm doing nth. but i liked it...HAHA!! DAM!! Next time when she rings the phone at home, i shall not pick that up. I swear to god nth good will happen if i picked that. If i pick that up i make sure my venus fly trap eats me like the pathetic mosquito it caught, LOL!! Only she rings the phone at home, no one else does. I have a handphone so everyone contact me through my phone.

Well, i have some delivery work to do. -.- shall update soon..I guess.

2008-07-13T23:52:00.001-07:00

Ai yai yai yai yai~ Lost interest in blogging already =( busy with work. Lots of things to learn, need to upgrade myself, needa earn more money so i can feed Michelle's fat belly, LOL!!! Nah~ just wanna hit my target of earning $$ before i go Ns ^^. Lots and lots of activities going on these few days? or shall i say MTHS. HAHA! so i shall not blog it all out coz it kills my time. Time shall not be wasted, chop chop. make it short.

Received letter from CMPB again, rgd PFT. Needa go get it done at 24th this mth. Hope there is no body check up this round =( i hate blood test, SHIT MAN! WHA CHOW! -.-
Birthday is around the corner =P hope i have time to celebrate with my gays and michy. probably a party will be thrown at work. LOL!

Btw peeps, i'll stop work 1 mth before my army. plenty of time for everyone okays? shall be dating all of u out soon =) shall update when i'm going army. So stay tune at Zack's blog everyday and get to win an outing trip out one day, HAHA!! BULLSHIT! =X

Shall blog till here, gonna meet Yt for some gym, wanna ask dion along but he have lessons till 6pm, sad. Catching a movie with his friends after class still =(
shall update soon again i hope. =)

<3 michy..Happy 15th mth. "Sayang Sayang" "Rub Rub your belly for you" =D
<3 Kj Laopo..TO KJ: Where the fark u go again? E-mailed half way MIA -.- gonna get your tits when u are back. HAHA!

Cuts and bleeds makes you a great chef one day.

Oh BTW, don look at the date given.My com's date and time system sux. Its a spoilt one. Today is 14 July 2008.

2008-04-15T06:02:00.000-07:00

15th April 2008. I've been working with Secret Recipe for 2 days looh~ Working in a kitchen is really quite a heavy start off job as u need more than a $100 to get started for this job, LOL!! $44 for shoe, $25 for vaccination jab and $80 for uniforms! OMG!!! WHA!! such a large amount..Abit sian ar, thats y i muz dig all i can out of this restaurant. To learn to the max!! But the only thing that is boring is that MOST of the thing there are factory made and we just have to heat it up in a microwave. Zzzzz, quite sian ar. HAHA!! But overall, i hope it will be interesting after learning the things there. =) Shall update next time again~

<3 Michy.

2008-04-13T01:02:00.000-07:00

Ah~ 10th April is our 1st year anniversary =) <3
i wanna thank my little miss squirrel for the present that she made for me, i love that photo album. The one and only album in the world~ MHMAOL. Michelle Hand Make Art Of Love. HAHA!!! love it =)

Went swimming for the first time tgt, LOL she is so lousy in swimming. i can swim 4 laps she swim 1 and a half i think, Still dare to cheat me. swim half way turn back, basket. =X Luckily we went swimming early, coz it rained right after we finish swimming. lucky us ^^. Had a simple Japanese buffet at Nihon. Actually the buffet is quite worth it, free flow sashimi, free flow drinks, and most importantly free flow SHISHAMO FISH!!!. More power than Sakae, But the variety there is quite limited.

2nd activity is Mah Jong at Chua pei pei house, cycle michy to her house. is like carrying a 40plus Kg Rock on my bike, i'm so worried that the tyre will burst, HAHA! she's like a pig =X fetching here there is okay, the worst part is fetching her back to my home, OMG! 4am in the morning..So tired already, still need cycle her back.. Peng liao..but it was enjoyable =) we spent every min and sec tgt for that day. heez =)
<3 michy. Happy 365 days~~Thanks for everything =)
And your nonsense. HAHA!! =X

2008-03-30T08:12:00.001-07:00

HI all~ i'm bored at home, so i came to blog. LOL!!! Seriously i got nth much to blog abt recently.. Coz my life nowadays is quite regular and the lifestlye is repeating everyday.. Eat slp game, eat slp game. Boring life, gonna find a job soon. But i wanna play with my friends till april. Then i can start work as all my friends are studying already, and i'm waiting to be enrolled into army. No problem man~ HAHA..

Recently added in a new activity or rather a weekly thing to do is fishing!!! Yeah~ Suddenly everybody is very enthusiastic in fishing, LOL!! one trip ytd, Dion caught a stingray. Bloody lucky, and wat i got was some stupid fish -_-.
Feeling quite guilty and sad. The fishes that i caught up was always killed by my friends. Either slammed, stabbed, sliced, literally burn by a flame torch or bbqed at those abandoned pits. And they are still alive -_-. aiks, i think i'm late, i gotta go..meeting mich for supper =)~~~ shall update soon again..
<3 M.L.

2008-03-04T07:31:00.000-08:00

OOOOOH MY! its really been a long time since a updated a new post. LOL!! Hmmmm, there is not much of a time for me to blog..Not in the mood and also i don have much time to blog. Kept working, time is precious. So i kept gaming at the same time, keep acc my michy. HAHA!!! Well, i dunno where shall i start from. LOL!! Maby abt wat i'm gonna do in my future. Next stop will be Ns first, and then my private dip =) yeap~! everybody has to go army. But its just the matter of time, well i hope i don change my interest when i'm out of army. AHHHH!!! really dunno wat to blog.. No topic in mind for me to type out, just hope my peeps will be happy that i'm doing some revival here for my blog. HAHA!! CPR! =X shall blog till here, gotta game~~ =) shall take off tml to slack, HAHA!

<3 Michy, fat face girl =X

2007-12-29T08:05:00.000-08:00

Hiya guys~ i'm here to post =)..Well, where shall i start..hmmm, i think i shall start from christmas ba =) Celebrated Christmas at my cousin's house..Had a family gathering!! It was fun =) HAHA!!! looking foward for next years celebration =)

Hmmm, celebrated Christmas with my group of hang outs =) Dion came back from Korea so we went over to his house for a drink =) to also celebrate Yt's birthday, LOL!! Had chivas neat for that night, OMG!!! Neat!! With ice for some, and no ice for most..LOL!! Yt got drunk!! LOL!!! dam funny, he is super noisy when he was drunk..I cannot stand it, there is lots of picture that i took and i video Yt when he was drunk..yet he delete it away!!! DAM!! i wanted that video for a memory man-_-..Dam sad, LOL!! Lots of stupid stuffs we do, Lionel keep scolding Yt, Dion keep scolding Yt and he took a hanger out to wack everyone of us -_- especially those that are drunk, he's abit drunk too..LOL!! i keep disturbing Yt also, HAHA!! and my leg has a scar coz of dion!! he use the hanger to wack my leg!! DAM HIM!!! Son of a belly..=X

The most funny part was Jonathan got drunk by only not even half a cup of alcohol, i think only half a mouth full, LOL!! DRUNK!! okay, i shall not shame him in my blog =) i feel so bad =X HAHA!!!

Had a slight quarrel with michy ytd, sorry for being so harsh my love =( didn't mean it..I shall apologize here, I'M SORRY MICHY!! =X HAHA!! <3

Hmmm, Looking forward to celebrate with michy and company for New Year =) heez..and also, JOANNE!! where is the outing!! ARGH!! i wait for so long, yet no outing!! RAHHH!!! u all are so dead =X i'm starting a new work soon already.. 2nd of jan, =( so i think i don really have the time for outings already...LOL!! Shall see how, if u all wan..i'm only available on weekends, i'm a very busy man..so tell me in advance 1 week before the outing..LOL!!! =X Time means money to me man..as i said, i'm a very busy man..LOL!! =X JOKING!!! Shall end here yea~ update soon =)

<3 michy..Muacksss

2007-12-23T01:45:00.000-08:00

Bah~ i'm so bored at lionel's house, i'm so sian...so i have decided to blog while lionel takes his nap, LOL!! i know u guys miss me..=X LAWL..have stopped working half a mth ago already, didn't wanna continue working for my father coz of some family problems ba, erm, shall not elaborate about it here..LOL! privacy yea =P

Well, i'm getting a job soon after i get my Os result ba..its boring slacking around doing nth and also to waste time, additionally wasting money too..LOL!! i hope i don spend too much now, if not i don have any to survive next mth and the other following mths..

Hmmm, plently of events and activity have happened this mth...Celebrated michy's birthday and our 8th mth anniversary at swensens =P had a great time eating, LOL!! didn't have a great time paying..LAWL! =X everybody feels that way, HAHA!!! But fortunately mich have $30 vouchers from swensens, she won it at grad night's lucky draw, lucky her..and also lucky me i won capital mall's $30 voucher and royal sporting house $30 voucher, coz i'm Mr sporty.thats y they give me royal sporting house voucher..HAHA! so lame -_-...Well, i love banana spilt at swensens, yum yum~ HAHA! actually wanted to have the chocolate dip thing, but thinking of it..shall not waste that money, HAHA! Went over to bugis street to see if mich wanna get some stuffs, walk and walk and walk..Tiring day =) i think thats all for that day..LOL!! oh ya, thats my candid shot at mich's blog..DAM! i dunno y but thats the second or third candid shot with the same position -_- i just love to look that way when i'm natural..LOL!!

well, i have kinda forget quite alot of things that happen afew weeks ago already, LOL!! its okay, i shall blog about recently =)Mich stayed overnight at my house~~ HAHA!!! kinda fun actually, once in a while when your gf get the chance to stay in your house, LOL!! its fun when 2 person tries to slp and squeeze in a bed, HAHA!!! i think its stupid =X but i like it =X

2 days later is Yt birthday!! since Dion that bitch is not in singapore, so we decided to postpone it to this coming tuesday..i think they are going to drink or smth, its christmas this tuesday!! YEAH!!! finally 2007 is coming to an end..LOL!!!
Since its yt birthday, so i suggested that maby he could stay over at my house since my mother is overseas, so he came so stay for a day..glad to hear that he said that my house was cozy =) coz i like~~ ^^...And the following day, we went over to katong and played pool with the hangouts at simei, ate steamboat at marina bay...Thats wat we always plan to do, kinda bored..LOL!!

Nowadays i think the weather is not very good..thats y mich is getting sick, met her ytd night, she had a slight fever i think..aiks! flu and cough afew days ago, i think she is going down man..kinda worried =( hope she sees the doctor at her clinic...Get well soon, Muacks! and thanks for the christams present =) u shall receive your sooon~~~ Heee >.<

Its so fast, 1 week had pass like this..and dion is coming back tonight, kinda miss him..hope he bring some presents for me =) we are still deciding wether to fetch him home today anot, hmmm...shall see how ba~

Kj lao po is coming back on 25th, alamak..christmas on the plane is so boring -_- hope i have some time to accompany him when he gets back..coz i missed him =) alar everybody also miss him..LOL!! i hope he misses me too =P

Oh ya, when is ah lee and joanne asking me out!!!! and SUSU!!! our sentosa trip when!!! KNN u all these rascals!!! RAHH!!!! =X

Alright~ shall blogged till here =) am signing off yea..i think this is a long post, hope u peeps enjoy reading =X HAHA!!!

<3 michy

2007-11-28T07:44:00.000-08:00

Hi guys, i'm here to post a new post =) LOL!!! hmmm, class chalet on monday..Stayed overnight there, was my first time staying overnight with my mother's permission..Though i sound like a mummy's boy, but its good to seek permission at time..HAHA!!! Chalet was fun..Didn't slp much due to the noise made by the malays, LOL!!! they were farking noisy at 4-6am in the morning, shouting, screaming and stuffs..super noisy, and there were 2 chalets..so the chinese were on the other one coz we wanna slp..LOL! but in the end we cant get to slp!!! and jasmine also made noise!!! suddenly play song and shout -_- Zzzzz..siao siao~ HAHA!

2nd day of chalet was BBQ, BBQ was okay i think...chicken wing not so tasty. But my sotong was the best man~ HAHA!! SIOK AR! =D Went home on the 2nd day, wanted to stay..but i don think my mother will allow me to..=( ahhh~ its okay, i miss my bed..HAHA!! =) Nth much to say about the chalet, just that its fun and great =) coz its the first time everybody come tgt to enjoy ourselfs, i hope there will be a 2nd time =) yeah~~

Met darling today =) missed her =) LOL!! had dinner tgt at 511 =) yeah~ finally we need not worry about wat to eat =X well, shall blog till here..am starting work at saturday, Hai~ boring i guess =X but at least its abit slacked too..LOL!!

<3 michy lim =)

2007-11-21T06:35:00.000-08:00

AH~ holidays are kinda boring yea? -_- Am working next mth at my father's place again...Zzz, i have no other jobs to do man..so i had no choice but to choose there, LOL!! somemore i don have to spend money on eating..LOL! i cook for myself to eat, HAHA!!! siok ar ^^

Hmmm, had been going fishing these few days...Went changi to fish on monday, didn't get much fish..but i got a flower crab, LOL! and 4 more palm size fish..Didn't bring any of it home, gave it to the uncles there..i dunno wat they are gonna do with it, HAHA!

And one tuesday, meet michy and went over to my father's working place with my sister..ate lunch there and chit chat abit, listen to my father talk all sorts of crap and shit which will not farking happen in a thousand years -_- and i don understand y he likes to drink so much..forget it~ had dinner with michy =) find it funny that we cannot decide where to eat, LOL!! like stupid ar? =P

Alright, and as for today..hmmm, went fishing at East coast..with the same friends that i went fishing on monday..today caught a puffer fish and 2 other small fry fish, not really nice, and it sux!!! i dunno y east coast is like a curse to us, we go there and get no fish..others go there get alot of fish -_- and some ppl get big fish, zzzzz totally not fair!! ARGH!!! i think i muz pray more for the east sea dragon king =X " let me get fish today let me get fish today " =X

Well, shall blogged till here =) nth much to say already..HAHA!! shall continue talking to michy..she don't wan me to ask her to slp, LOL!! well, she can slp if she wants to and not slp if she wants too..i think she just can't stand me, HAHA!! ciaow peepss..

<3 mich..hug hug.

2007-11-16T22:11:00.001-08:00

WOOOOO!!! This year grad night was kinda fun compared to last year's one..Was kinda tired ytd coz i went to swim and gym before going to the party, hmmm..But i still put up a energetic look~!!!

Hmmmm, met the bunch of 503 guys and champ..Simon last minute cock up, his pants was not tailored, LOL!! suku..everything also wan last min =X So we went to the party first, the club looks kinda weird ar~ like very old man..But nvm la, anything lor~ =X
Arrived at the clubhouse at around 7pm ba, we should come later lor..wha lao, they too gan jiong already la..we arrive there also not much ppl at the party -_-..somemore we are outside sch, still need that stupid santa to boss us around, fark her la..should have ignored her ytd, let her be a clown..LOL!! she can't do shit~~

The party looks like a grammy award price taking session, LOL!! so stupid =X hmmm, took lots of picture, i say really lots and lots of it!!! SUPER ALOT!!! more than 30 pictures i believe!! WOOOOO!!!! =P i think its the last time we'll take pictures, LOL!!

Soon~, dinner is served..the food was like not the standard leh =( i dunno its because we are Chinese or we are not used to halal food, coz i don really like it =X its not that nice ar -_- wasted the money to eat!!! but at least i ate alot, so i didn't waste my money =X HAHA!!!

This year's grad night got more activity..LOL!! fun fun fun =) plus my darling got go! =) even more fun =X oh ya, i'm Mr sporty of the night ^^ yea babe yea~ Sporty babe =X HAHA!!! i want to thank those who shouted for me ytd night, really thank u all~~ =) and also i wanna thank for dearest dearest darling for shouting for me =) Muacks <3 <3 <3 heart heart =) u are sooo beautiful ytd =) UUUU are soooo beautiful~ to mee~ =D

Mass dance at the party last night, danced abit shake abit and move abit, lika shake my butt =X HAHA!!! COCK SENG ALSO DANCE YTD!! and he keep looking at me coz i was mocking him dancing =X ps ar COCK SENG..MR BRANY of the night, LOL!! he look really brainy, pinky and the brain the pinky and the brain, one is a genius the other is insane..LOL!! stupid -__-

After dancing i went to KTV with simon they all =) didn't sing much coz i dunno how to sing and i don like to sing!!! Ps la~~ =X then they kept forcing me to sing!!! ARGH!!! smack them!!

After KTV, went home at around 2 plus 3am ba, joanne's brother come and drive me, ah lee and muffin back..=) Thanks ar joanne~ and also your brother who tried to be funny =) LOL!!! =XXXX

AHHH~ had a wonderful night =) Best grad ever!!! Won lots of voucher =) yea man, at least i didn't pay 50 for nth, i earn 60 or 80 dollar voucher back indirectly, LOL!!
But i was aiming for the $400 dollars, =( sad..well~ nvm =) money makes the world go round, WHAT GOES AROUND GOES AROUND COMES BACK AROUND~~~ JUSTIN TIMERLAKE EVERYBODY =x HAHA!!!

Darling~ u look gorgeous man!! i'm lovin it =X HAHAHA!!!
<3 mich..=) hug hug~
Am going out! gotta bath peeps! coz michy says that i'm smelly =(, should i not go bath and meet her later? i think i should let her smelly my armpit ar =X HAHA!! JOKING!! gotta blast~~ CIAOW~

2007-11-13T21:32:00.000-08:00

I hope my computer don die on me when i blog =( coz its getting worst, its coming up with all sorts of stupid problems, like hardware malfunctioning or wat, or loss of memory..STUPID COM!!! i am god dam gonna reformat u bitch..u better be good, LOL! =X

Hmmm, let me start with ytd morning...super disappointed with my bunch of brothers..They left for sentosa trip without me!!! and i'm all alone at home from morning till night..thought they were gonna eat a buffet or steamboat coz its lionel's birthday, in the end..nv! make me wait with a hungry stomach for 4 hours, WTF!!! was on fire...=X but lucky the fire was extinguish at 10.30pm, HAHA!! Dion called to go for a drink at boat quay, i didn't really wanna spoil the fun..tsk, then i just went..LOL!! At least everyone one of them apologized, i dunno whether am i over doing it or wat..hmmm, ah~ nvm..

When we arrive at boat quay, we are thinking which bar to visit..then we were kinda sparing a thought for jonathan, so we mentioned about a gay bar nearby..HAHA!! he sure is happy! =X
Drank around 10 cups of chivas mix ytd night, that stupid dion keep saying he drink alot, ya he put alot of chivas in his drink, but he drink lesser cups..i drink alot of cups, all together add up also more than him~ =X..
Lionel was drunk, LOL!!! we had around 11 ppl or so, opened 2 bottle of chivas...drink to the core!!! Dumb Dumb dion keep wanting Monster lionel to be drunk, but in the end..he himself is a bit drunk, LOL!!! Really dumb =X but at least lionel was drunk...I see lionel kept vomiting, everywhere he go he vomit, like a walking water tap..LOL! all Dion's fault!!! naughty naughty..

The waitress at the bar was pretty HOT, and all the guys was like fantasizing her..HAHA!! coz she really wore very little, and she has a cute voice..but she didn't really caught my attention coz these kinda girls are not very decent..=X pardon me.. LAWL...
Total bill was $256..WOOO!! unbelievable..HAHA! left the bar at around 4 plus, went over to 445 coffeeshop for another round of beer, this time..i drank 3 cups of heineken..others was like cannot tahan, i also cannot tahan after that 3 cup..LOL!!! abit slpy ar~ HAHA!!
Dion always like to come out stun, i and jonathan said we are going home at 5.30am like that, then he say wait la..we together de wat, i wanna eat smth then we go wait awhile more..me and jonathan were like..hmm, okays..make sure u eat farking fast coz we are farking tired, LOL! THEN! THEN! in the end, when we walked to the bus stop, he took No.8 with another guy..ZZZZZZZZZ, NVM! the worst part is he say bus 18 will start at 5.45-6am, knn..jonathan see the time table of the bus at the bus stop, notice that 18 come at 5.21am first bus -_-...Tio fooled 2 times, Zzzz that lao cb! knn, thursday gonna smack him..son of a kong ba bao =X so in the end we left tamp at 6am like that, reached bedok at 6.35am, reached home at 7am, just nice...LOL!!!
And then slpt till now~~ around 1pm like that ba =)

Alrighty then~ shall blogged till here...my blog is alive again! visit more often bitches!! =X <3 my michy mich mich..hugs.

2007-11-10T20:12:00.001-08:00

Hi Peeps!!! had a sentosa trip yesterday with my michy and a bunch of friends..Totally fun, lots of laughter and shit things..Its was somehow drizzling on our way to sentosa, we went to vivo's giant to get some snacks to chew when we are hungry there..didn't know that we bought so much over to eat, LOL!!
first time taking the tramp to sentosa, LOL!! looks kinda cool..didn't know that it changed so much yea~? and its like taking MRT HAHA! yea tramp yea~!! It took us awhile to arrive at sentosa, we went to palawan beach instead of siloso beach as its too far to walk to i guess..And its near the station, so its more convenient for us to go home =) we settled down and get ready to change, its the first time i change in public!! with only my boxers and nth else!!! i think chris is more zai, he wears an underwear and he don want to go to the toilet, HAHA!! but nvm, i borrowed him my big big towel to cover..Waited for the girls to get changed and we started playing captain's ball!!! WOOOHOOOO!! one of my favourite game, WHAHAHAHAHA! so fun so fun =) coz there is alot of us, thats y its fun..total of 12 ppl i guess..but it looks kinda little too..aiya watever la~ =X
Its was drizzling at the start when we arrived, kinda cold~~ Brrrrrr..but it was alright after playing as it gets hot!! had a rough battle playing captain's ball..LOL!! Followed by swimming at the sea~~ i started the splashing and everybody get into the water, LOL!! we played a game of passing the ball, the girls and the guys was seperated playing this game, its like monkey, just that guys pass to the guys and girls have to try to snatch it, and loser will have to treat dinner!!!! ..there are 5 couples in the water, and each of them holding onto each other..like a bear hugging a tree, LOL!!! darling hold on to me like a koala bear, she don't wanna let me have the ball, but i always push her aside..LOL!! or i just slam her in the water! LOL!!! thats violent =X but i like it~~ ^^
Then i'm just fooling around, finding seaweed from the water, then i said:" TAO KE NEO SEAWEED OI!!!" HAHA!!! original brand one, took a bite of it and swallowed it down, it taste not bad actually..HAHA!!! then taking a stick poking everybody in the water, i see the shocked face of mich..LOL! makes me wanna laugh out loud!! =X all the while disturbing ppl =) fun fun fun~~ Lots of photo taking session as well, tired of taking photos~ coz i don really like taking =X lazy to blogged it online, shall put 1 or 2 in friendster =D

then there is a bunch of Indians in the pool! i swear to god, the water looks like there is an oil spill..its like smth black in the green sea water, OMG!!! i'm not racist, but thats wat i saw..its the truth!!!! polluted water!! nobody wanna go near the sea anymore =X Nah~ joking..HAHA!! but the water really turned black..

well, wanted to have some tanning but in the end the sun just wanna hide itself..ZZzzz, sian -_- but somehow i got tanned abit, i dunno y..HAHA!! Around 5 plus 6 we washed ourselfs up and went over to vivo to have dinner =) And we waited again for the girls -.- they are always very long, we guys took 10 mins, while they took 30 mins..incredible~! wats there to wash for so long? =X HAHA!!!

We spotted smth at the males toilet, female peacocks!!! peeping at us! OMG!!! 5-6 of them! LOL!! kinda cool ar~ they are at the roof top..we went out and over to the female toilet side, there is a male peacock peeping at the ladies!!! OMG!! LOL!! this is smth weird and stupid..LAWL!! The girls were so long and so i went in the toilet to check them out, just at the entrance only..and kassandra said:" later other girls call the police come and catch u ar~!" then i was like uh...-_-"

Dinner at vivo~ yeah~! vivo is so big! since we are in such a big group, we ate our dinner at skypark, we packed it up and eat there..So me and darling went shopping awhile to find 1 T-shirt for me, but it looks like it is just my day -_- one shop has the shirt that i want but not the colour..DAM! and the whole vivo only 2 shops sells this shirt, and Mark&spencer's clothes is like WOW!!! SO CHEAP -_-..others all said erm no.. no we don sell, Zzzzz...DON SELL CLOSE DOWN LA FARK!!!! =X Btw, mark&spencer's product in paris only worth afew cents, thats wat my sister told me..LOL!!! cheapo brand in Singapore so expensive..=S

Ah~ then we just forget about finding the clothes, went to pack our dinner at longjohn =) indeed the chicken there is much bigger than those in BEDOK! which had really shrink into a very not appetizing size..Zzzz, so farking small eat shit ar..Zzzz.. Should not have ate longjohn, coz the food @ food republic is much more appealing and it whets my appetite!! OMG!! FOOOODDD!! YUM YUM! HAHA!

Slacked at skypark awhile and headed home, darling alighted with me at bedok and took 17 home =) hope she didn't over slept and stopped at pasiris! HAHAHAHA!! =X she is abit blur ar~ =X

Shall blogged till here yea? will update more other days~~
<3 mich!! enjoyed alot ytd, HAPPY 7TH MTH~!!! YEAH!!~ =)))))))))) U got the magic~~ =X

2007-11-06T07:14:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Finally that son of a bitch is over man!!! i feel so relief after Os..AHHH~ this is siokness, and it feels great to blog again =) i got lots of things that i wanna buy!!!! today went to town to get afew of my stuffs =) and got darling a slipper and i got 1 too =) today was a Okay day i think...well, i got nth much to blog!!! shall update more soon~ =)

I hope u understand me..i really do need your understanding, even though i finish my Os, but without your understanding..i don think i can put 100% of my mind to enjoy myself to the fullest with my friends..
<3

2007-09-15T08:21:00.000-07:00

Is it been a very long time since i post? HELL YEAH! HAHA! wha, the last time i post was about my Mt results..Disappointing, HAHA! I'm here to blog again to save my BLOG!!! today's mission, Blog rescue team...Team includes !ZJ, HAHA!! lame -_-...Was a boring day today, or shall i say a boring week, exam exam and exam, study study and study..hmmm, wanted to have an outing with my brothers today..None of them is free, =( i call, no answer, nobody called back..Sian~ today was F&N day, was studying F&N the whole day..not the whole day la, i stopped to check wtf happened to my com..its gonna crash, i study F&N for hours and hours...But yet i cannot get those things in leh~ wha liew! waste my time..='( i hope some shit is up in my pea brain..

Prelims was okay i think, i dunno whether is the standard lower or wat..hmmm, was worried that the standard was around Os..coz i expected it to be higher than Os, so that i can fail badly!!!! if i pass prelims i feel bad =X HAHA! sounds so weird...

Its our 5th mth together =) things are going fine, just that sometimes misunderstanding occurs, but thats common in a relationship..HAHA! Darling is at work~ Tml is sunday, another boring day..study F&N FTW~~! Kok seng is a sick pervert man, he is a STUDY MACHINE!!! FREAK!!! AIKS!! LIKE FRANKENSTEIN! EEEEE, actually he kinda look like one, =X

Alright, shall blog till here..i think i'll update when the major one is over i think..Don't feel like coming online, HAHA!! Missed my lao po =(
<3 Mee siam lim naughty! HAHA!

2007-08-17T06:31:00.000-07:00

Chinese C5 is so disappointing man =( Sigh..I wanna retake the farking paper!!! RAHHHH!!! totally unfair!! CCB! =X Super sian also..Hmmmm...

My msn manage to get working after 3 weeks!!! bloody hell..singnet is a son of a bitch man..Make my connection to msn have some cock up errors..
Lunch at sakae with Jon and joanne, Lao po and me =) great lunch great fun..Let this be a farewell lunch for him..shall see him again when he comes back =) by that time i should be free to accompany him anywhere he wants. HAHA!!!

Well, shall blog till here =) coz i wanna game!!! didn't touch the computer for a week!!!! RAHHHH!!!

<3 mich..

2007-08-12T05:52:00.000-07:00

National day celebration~!! Fireworks was beautiful dude~ The feeling of seeing it up close was great =)Though it was kinda squeezy and HOT! but everything else was fine..The people there was like YA U KNOW IT -_- A LOT..

This week is full of chalet, LOL! after Lee's sister chalet was my friend's chalet..Finally bought mich over to check them out, and for them to check mich out..LOL! Chalet was kinda bored actually, not much of my friends were there..just afew managed to stay till late, but that was okay as i have company =)i have an entertaining pet squirrel, HAHA! crack jokes with my sicko friend gay jon and Huge thing lionel =X, LOL! jon is very sick for your info =X NAH~ just jk..
"I hope u had a great time there =) its the first time u chill out with my friends =) i hope its fun and entertaining for u, HAHA!"

Yesterday and today is a very boring day =( Didn't want to go out as i don't wish to spent my precious money anymore =( its getting lesser, and i think my pocket money is too little..Feel like requesting for more =D i hope to have more if i can ^^
Prelims are coming, and i don feel the pressure yet..But had started abit on my work, just a tiny tiny bit, HAHA!
Mt results tml!!! Just hope that i pass will do =)

" i don't think we need the probation =P "

2007-08-08T08:56:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, went to ah lee's sister's 21st birthday celebration at Downtown pasiris..Kinda boring coz there was nth to do except to help out, LOL!! and again i helped to start the fire there -_-. i think thats my duty whenever there is a BBQ..I'll always the one who start a fire without fail..
I would wanna celebrate my 21st birthday party in a very glamorous way man~ LOL!! maby i book the whole club down, HAHA!!! that will really cost my a bomb! =)
Tml is national day~~ Happy birthday to my mother land =) Happy happy birthday~ HAHA!!

Signing off~ tired...

2007-08-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

Ah~ didn't manage to have the time to blog coz i keep forgetting to blog..HAHA!!! Well~ finally i can get to see my lao po =) Miss him sooo much! He changed alot physically but not mentally, LOL! he become so big size man~ and finally he trained to have shape, HAHA! thats the way man~

Hmmm, i think i got nth much to blog already...And i think my blog is gonna die! LOL!! Swimming and gyming tml~~ YEAH! finally swimming, i can't swim for the past few weeks coz of my ear, now i can! like a free bird ^^

Shall blog till here, will update soon ba~ hope so, HAHA!!
Everybody deserves a 2nd chance, so do u.. =) I hope we'll cherish this one last chance and make things right with it..

2007-07-26T06:52:00.000-07:00

Ah~ had a sumptuous dinner with my family =)went to a peranakan restaurant for dinner..Super full!!!! My birthday this year seems abit dull, like no one really knows it..but its alright la, i don't mind ppl not knowing my birthday..LOL!

Hmmmm, well...thanks mich for the cake that she made for me, i've not taste it, but it looks kinda nice..

I know a different u, that thing on your hand and the way u react is another person..u are no longer the person that i know u are anymore..i got nth more to comment on u, i'm just speechless..

2007-07-25T04:49:00.003-07:00

Well, i really enjoyed my day today..=) even though its an early celebration by a day..but i still count it as my birthday, LOL!! I'm just so happy =) i really had a fantastic day, I wanna thank Jasmine, luvy, Belinda, Jamie, Audrey, Gwen, Bao jun, Zhi ming, Kengshun and Darren =) For creating so much fun, this is the best birthday celebration with a class that i ever had =) Its a memorable day for me..I'm so touched!!! =') Thank you guys! for celebrating my birthday =) i really really appreciate it alot! And i think Jasmine is like my mother, LOL!! she is around me almost all the time -_-, shes gonna get it when her birthday comes, ARGH!! revenge AIGH~~

!17 BY TML!!! YES!! Well~ my birthday resolution..gotta get my beard and mustache shaved!!! i think my friends just cannot stand it =X RAGGED..UH HUH!
Here are some pictures to be shared ^^ and a video clip, LOL!!

My first birthday cake of the year =D

I'm so touched!! =)

Time for wishes...

I think i'm gonna cry =')

Happy ^^

Cutting cake ceremony..

Same here..

Time to blow off the candles~~

Happy family 502 =) C.O.S

YEAH~!

Twist~ ^_^V

And again~

Game time -_-

HAHA!

Sarcastic face -_- zzzzzz

Shes mocking at me =(

Some sign language here...

Jasmine just enjoy teasing me -_-

This is disgusting! RAHH!!

Speechless........

The ugly side of me -_-

I can't stand it, i wanna burst out of laughter..LOL!!!

Cleaning up time~

Finally i'm clean again...Peace at last, LOL!

Here is the stupid video!!! its hilarious =)

2007-07-24T00:52:00.000-07:00

Hmmm..I'm just tired of relationship..Needa a long time rest, I'm sorry that i could not go on with u anymore..Its not your fault, but its all my fault..U cannot give me time, i just couldn't help it..I thank u for all your care and concern, and i really did love u..Though it was just a short love, but at least we loved before =)
I won't wan u to end up like all my other ex, being strangers after we have broken up..u are still my friend, and u are always a great buddy =) hugs..

Kj lao po is farking back!!!!!! Hope he has the time to accompany me =) he's kinda busy with a lot of stuffs i think..He'll ask me out thats wat he said, and i'm waiting for the day to come =) 2 more days to my birthday~ YEAH!!! 17!
getting older =(..Signing off~

2007-07-17T06:21:00.000-07:00

1 Week after the operation...Let me see, i feel a heal yeah good man..HAHA! And today is the day my stitches are removed =) Great~ fantastic man..Darling accompanied me to CHG to remove my stitch, the waiting time was WOOO! fantastically long -_-...I think all doctors are really weird, they have a weird pattern..All of them have their different trade mark patter, HAHA!! Just can't describe how the trade marks are, but i just feel that they all have their different patterns..HAHA! darling says that she can be a doctor too, coz the doctor that diagnose me only said " okays, good...Hmmm, so anything wrong with your ear?" i said ya, i can't really hear properly on my left.. the doctor said" let me check, hmmm...okay, there are some blood clots left after the operation inside..we'll help u remove it" Thats all -_- and after that i removed the blood clot from my ear using a machine like a vacuum, but its a very thin tube..The doc put it in my ear and suck the thing out, i can feel smth came out of my ear..HAHA! but i can't see it!

Follow on, i waited for my turn to remove my stitch..I am always so unlucky =( i always get those old old de nurse, no nice nice pretty pretty nurse serve me..=( sad, LOL! i don feel anything when the nurse remove my stitch, it doesn't hurt at all actually..i don't really feel anything except that i hear the sound of my stitch, like have the tek tek sound when the nurse cut it, then i feel smth pulling my ear..HAHA! there is 1 line on my ear, a scar left behind..but the doctor promised that it will go away with some INJECTIONS! =( i'm scared of it..='( for the sake of my ear, i muz be brave..LOL! follow on i needa go for some sound testing..to test whether my ear is able to hear properly, then AH! finally..the doctor is a pretty one ^^ HAHA! though she look abit cold -_- but still not bad la..
The sound testing room is really QUIET! when i say quite its really very quite, all sound proof!!! even the doors! so thick!!! the thickness of the door is like 4-5 of our English step ahead text book, the thickness of it.. -_- so thick!!! if the doctor is gonna kill somebody inside there, i don't think anyone is gonna hear any screaming, HAHA! Sound testing is quite fun actually..LOL! u wear a headset, hold onto a stick with a button, the doc will play a tone on your right ear first, when u hear the sound..press on the button, same goes to your left ear, the same procedure..The testing took me around 10mins or so, and then after the test..we went into another doc room, was diagnosed again..the doctor said: Great, your ear is good..okays, hmmm, okays..we'll have another appointment again for the injection next week..okays" being a doctor looks easy, HAHA! Well, headed off to simei to eat breakfast..darling sent me home and went for sch~ =) how nice..LOL!
well, thats all for today...I missed alot of days of sch, gotta catch up tml!!! work extra hard!! ARGH!!!!!!

I have an advise for all people who pierce their ear, its not worth it for a $6 to trade with afew hundred over dollars..=( totally not kewl..

<3 squirrels..Lao po coming back!!!! miss him lots, have not talked to him for a very long time..hmmm, wonder how is he..

2007-07-11T18:54:00.000-07:00

My ear hurts alot =( and i swear I'm not going for an operation again! =( its so painful! and it still hurts after afew hours of the operation, I'm so scared before and during the operation..Scared that the numb injection effect wont be there anymore =(
My sister accompanied me there, and she kept laughing coz i wore the operation suit-_- and the best part is that i cannot wear my own underpants! they have a plastic one for me..Zzzzz, and that is so stupid lor..I'm not even operation down there, y muz i wear that..-__- make me look like a clown, but nvm..the other patients look like clowns too..HAHA!

My ear kept bleeding, and it looks kinda disgusting =/ there is blood clots outside and behind me ear lope.. The best part is its a open stitch..means no bandage or wat shit, needa go back in a week time to take out the stitches..it'll be super painful man! ARGH!!!!

This operation has disable me alot of things, i could not wash my hair..and i'm having a hard time wearing my clothes!! RAHHHH!! and i could only slp on my right side =( and this morning when i wake up, my left ear has something inside blocking me from hearing..i think its because i slept on my right side for too long..and now, the pain start to come back a little every few minutes, like something piercing my ear..
Regretted having ear holes and enlarging it =( because of a $6, i need to spend $310 on the operation =( I'm sorry mummy =(
Shall be more obedient now ^^

2007-07-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

My god! O level Mt oral was screwed up i think...Kinda screwed up =( but i think i will score B3 ba, shall pia for my listening..i always get full marks, shall get full marks this time! MUST!!!! ARGH!

Today is 3rd mth! =) as usual, time past quite fast..HAHA! soon my Os will be over, and i'm as free as a bird!!! i can do what ever shit i wanna do..YES!
aiai bought me a spongebob tissue box cover!!! its so nice! HAHA! its very cute too =)
Shall get her a present next mth =D my pocket is kinda tight this mth..LAWL!

nervous about the operation tml! OMG!!!! i hope it does not hurt, coz they are putting me to slp! -_- for such a small operation which takes only 15mins they needa put me to slp..Zzzz wth~ but i'm still nervous!! Coz i'm afraid of the pain after the operation and i'm super scared of injections ='( sobss..

Shall blog till here, shall update tml or so ba..Happy 3rd mth to me =)HAHA!
<3 squirrel..Thanks for the gift, hugss..

2007-07-04T06:05:00.001-07:00

HELL YEAH!!! A brand new blogskin =) i think this blogskin looks so kewl! Thanks aiai for finding it for me =)Muacks!!! So as a reward, i cooked dinner for her today =) cooked maggie mee! with lots of ingredients! got dried shitake mushrooms, Enoko mushroom, cabbage, fishballs and egg =) korean ramen!!! don siao siao hor, its nice okay! =) so filling..

Hmmmm...House curtains are up~ left the console, my mother's bed and my SOFA!!! its not yet in!!!!! i have to sit on the floor or at the dining table to watch tv!!! DAM!!! ARGHHH!!!! PISSED!!! and the best part is that its coming in at SEPTEMBER!! this is not good man.. =(

Well, blogged till here~ signing off!
<3 squirrels..HUGS!

2007-06-30T21:16:00.000-07:00

WOW! its been a long time since i blog again =)didn't have the time to blog as i'm busy with some shit!!!! busying with some furniture in my house..And my F&N coursework part b!!! wha, i feel that its a pressure for me..this whole mth is like so packed for me =( O level Mt oral is coming at 10th of JULY!!!! OMFG!! and i'm super scared of orals! DAM! its my weakness!!! but listening is always full marks for me =) ORAL SUX!!!

Hmmmmm, this new game granado espada i have to stop playing it...ITS ADDICTIVE!! OMG! my stupid cousin physco me to play this shit, i rather dota then to play this!! after Os i'll continue with this shit game man~ DOTA FTW FOR NOW!!! =)

Hmmmm, Kj lao po broke up with her Gf..dunno whether should i feel sad or wat, but i think its a good thing after those thing he said time..i think it will be better for him =) awaiting for him to come back!!! missed him so much! Muacks!!!

Alright~ blog till here already!!! shall update next time when i have the time to talk more!!! the feeling of moving house is so siok! the feeling of staying in is even more FANTASTIC!!! SIOKNESS, PARADISE!!! LOL!!

<3 squirrels...

2007-06-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, had KFC yesterday with aiai, my sister and her friend =) Miso crunch was not bad actually..kinda like it! ^^ This is the 2nd time i eat KFC this year~ LOL!! i don really like KFC actually, i dunno y..i just don eat KFC, HAHA! Bought a big packet of seaweed from seng song, but its not yet finished..Zzz, shall try finish it soon before it turns bad...

Fantastic 4 today was terrific man~ i like the silver surfer =) so KEWL~ First time 1 on 1 movie..HeEz, okay la..blog till here le, GOTTA GAME!!! DOTA TIME!!! ^^

<3 squirrels..

2007-06-19T06:33:00.000-07:00

Ah~~~ finally blogging at my new house =) Even though i don have a proper computer table, but i'm still able to use it on the floor! =X but i don feel comfortable using it on the floor~ Zzzzz...so hard to type things on the floor, i have to put the keyboard on my lap~ -_-..
Hmmm, sharks~ i think my mother mood swing~ keep complaining about alot of things..Abit of thing only keep scold scold..Zzzz, so boring...Miss Kj lao po! hardly have the time to online when i'm moving house, hope to see him online soon =P

Hmmmm, shall blog till here already..no mood to blog, Zzzz =(
<3 Squirrel..hugs!

2007-06-13T06:11:00.000-07:00

Finally moved house~!!! But I'm now at my grandma house =) coz i wanna use the com..feel so not use to it, happy yet abit sad..coz i stayed here for so many years~ and i'm leaving this house right this very moment..i she bu de my grandma and my aunts pet charcoal =( sian~ By this Saturday i'll be moving my computer from here to my house, so i wont be coming here that often..will be here to see my grandma and charcoal=)thats all i want to do, LOL!! New internet broadband!!! yes! finally able to change the speed of my internet connection =) this will benefit aiai too..HAHA!

By July my house should be settled, everything shall be done by then..or mabe earlier, coz there is lots of things that are ordered wrongly..The sofa set is too big for my home, gotta change a new one..Need a computer table, lots of things need to be done~ Well~ the next time i blog will be the time i'm at home!! =) I love my house =P

Shall blog till here, gotta go home soon already =) i miss deary =( i know she missed me lots too! LOL! Muacksss~ love ya super lots =) <3 squirrel..A squirrel that is made of candy and everything nice =DDD

2007-06-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

Some pictures to share =)
" This is Tomato and Fresh Basil soup of my practical exam =) "

" This is Risotto with Mushroom, an Italian rice, though it doesn't look so appealing, but it taste real good =) "

" This is Lemon desert, its an popular Italian desert =) "

" This is Italian Honey Baked Chicken =) "

" As for 1 more dish, i forgotten to take picture of it!!! is my Spanish Asparagus Orange salad, Sharks~ "

OH YES!! Finally able to sit down and do some shit man~ LOL!! The shit i wanna do is to blog, HAHA! wha..have been busy the whole day today..Firstly, had F&N Os practical this morning..It was far too easy as i expect man~ luckily there was a trail before the actual..Which makes it alot easier for me to cook ^^ Well, this time not A1 =( but is FULL MARKS! LOL!! IS A1+++++..LAWL!!! =P

Met aiai after Practical =) Kept some food for her as breakfast..Glad that she likes her Italian breakfast =) HeEz...Slacked at her house~ played with her sister, her sister is so funny..LOL! full of nonsense~ P6 yet so tall, and has a skeleton feet..LOL! so skinny and long!! makes me feel creepy =X
Went home around 4 plus, wha lao~ i was busy all the way at the moment when i stepped into my house..Zzzz, i needa pack so many things..gotta push a roller to my grandma house to collect those boxes full of things and then push back to my house, was so heavy and tiring =( i feel the pain of the bangalas..LOL!! But its worth it =) coz its for my house and i love my house, coz me and my mother put in alot of effort..Trying to get things right =) well, some minor problems occur..but we'll still move in tml! =) yeah~ HAHA! Hope the neighbours are friendly =P

Shall blog till here, mabe wont be online for afew days coz i needa change my internet connection as it has expired and to move my internet connection to my new house =) needa sign up for a telephone line!!!! i need it urgently, shall get it done tomorrow =D
<3 squirrels, Thanks for the gift baby~ I'll hug it to slp every night!! its so cute, LOL!! MUACKS! =DDD

2007-06-10T02:01:00.001-07:00

Days and weeks past fast~ and today is our 2nd mth together =) As always~ time past real fast if u didn't notice it, and i have been moaning for the past 6mths about moving house..and now, i'm moving in 3 days time =) LOL! Excited..clear things up with my mother, and felt better now =P..My gum is better now!!!i feel so xin ku the past 3 days with swollen gum! i can hardly eat!!and it got better today coz i do smth to it which i don think u guys wanna know xD..well, let me tell u all the juicy details about it..i took a needle and poke my gum to let it bleed out the dirty blood!! Okays, thats enough for u all..HAHA! Yucksss...

Okays, i gotta blog till here le =) gotta blast to ikea now!! to get my plates for F&N Os pratical..HAPPY 2ND MTH TO US =)

<3 squirrels..u are always my candy girl =P

2007-06-08T04:58:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHH!!! i feel so so so stress now! i dunno y, but i feel very stress! ARGH!!! i dunno wat is wrong but i just feel like hitting smth! FARK!!! The purpose of moving house is to be separated from my stupid cousins, and my mother still say let them stay when they got holidays, ask them to fark off la..Knn, pissed off...And my grandma say wanna come and stay? also go away la..the purpose is also to get out of her house as well, i am not grateful that i can stay at my grandma house, coz i nv liked staying here, and i nv said i wanna stay here..i can stay at my cousin house..very angry now and i dunno y, but i just feel very frusfrated..i just wanna live with my mother and my sister..thats all, i don wan any other outsiders to come interrupt..ESPECIALLY MY 2 STUPID COUSINS, hate them to the CORE! they are going to destroy my house!! Get lost as far as u can useless piece of shits..

I've done a very big part of this house..and i can say that suggestions that i give is really good, and my mother always ask for my opinion..then in the end? she don take it..then wat for ask for my opinion? knn, do wat she like la..she pay money wat, i got nth to say if she say no..she asked for my opinion for my room, and i said wat i wan..she don wan that idea, then for fuck she ask me? who living in the room? me right, then wat for she wanna care how i wanna design it? and she is the one who asked me how i wan my room to be designed..in the end, i pull a long face then she can give in..She asked for my opinion for her room, i just gave some..she also nv take it..also use her own ideas, then wat for she wanna ask? stupid..and wat for she wanna design my room with her ideas? Shit ass..
As for my sis, she DOES NTH..-_- she only know how to say nice or not nice, as an art student she got no sense of colours -_- WTF!

And as for packing of things...my mother kept saying still don wanna pack your things ar?! going to move house already still wanna fool around..pack things need how many days to pack? i jitao after the day she say that i packed all my things into afew boxes nicely whithin 1 HOUR -_-, i told her that..she got nth to say..diam diam, knn..

As for today, i have my practical trail for F&N..it was a success for all my dishes, very happy..but the time is limited, gotta work on that..Didn't eat breakfast in the morning and was busy from 11am-2.30pm..was so hungry! that i ate all the things i cooked with my study buddies..
Arrived home at around 3.30 like that, my head was spinning..feel so giddy, and my mother still nag that i still don wanna help her pack..-_- pack wat shit? her things she pack herself la fark, my things i pack myself i don see she come help, and i cleaned my trophies in the morning, ITS ALOT OF IT, around 31 of it -_- and there is so much dust! so dirty! after i clean it i still wrap in newspaper and packed it nicely into another box, Zzzz..and i woke up at 8.15am like that to clean it so that they wont have to do it later coz i'm coming back quite late after my practical..wtf man! pissed off..
i am not feeling well and still wan me to do things..Knn, tell her i feeling giddy she say i act..WTF! CCB! didn't care about her and went to slp for awhile...Woke up around 6pm plus, came online to game..My sis and mother went to see some bedsheets or wat shit i dunno la, my sis said this that makes me really angry..she said: u sit there do nth the whole day..WHOLE DAY? DO NTH! FARK HER LA CB! i do things she still farking slping, chow chee bye..Pissed! ARGH!!!
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Don care liao la, i do my part can liao...i know myself that i did smth for the house, and i DID ALOT OF THINGS for this house more than my sister..Hai~ frustrated..

=( miss my aiai..she have been working till so late recently, i think i wanna go find her later =X not sure yet..or maby tml ba..missed her hug =( i feel so upset now ='(
" sry peeps for the vulgar in the post, coz i needa let out..really very angry!"