Happy Chinese New Year people!!! As usual, the atmosphere of this lunar year wasn't there. Is it that we have all grown up already? Or is it that there is no longer a need for this occasion, everyone just treats this like a must to gather. HAHA! But its also a good thing too. Once per year get to see your relatives that u don't often see. Actually, i don't know wat i'm saying, HAHA!!!

Don't really enjoy celebrating this new year coz i'm SICK!! DAM! =( sore throat, cough till my chest hurts and headache. Flu..Maybe its too heaty or my camp is too unhygienic. Bloody dusty. ARGH!! Didn't get to enjoy all the FOOOD!!!! AHHHH!! the worst part =( Not abt red packets, but the foooood!!! Ku ku bird! =X


A little point to share abt wat i'm thinking =)
I'm feeling abit lost now, like a tank driver dunno where he is heading to. Crushing all things around him, HAHA! Finding a place that is comfortable to stay in, currently still finding wats best for me to stay coool~ stay chill. But not yet, i believe i will find it soon. =)Aight~!

AHHHH!!! Screwed up my blog =( Kinda sux at doing HTML and stuffs. Hate it, Just book out from camp. farking tired, farking hungry!! FOOODD!! HAHA, going out soon i think =)

Got my single life back, time to rock and roll!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
pretty ladies here i come =X HAHA.

I'm in the wrong all the while, insisted to be in the right. understood how it felt, guilty. Lost, just want you back by my side too badly. Hope you will soon.
A song dedicated to you my love, really want you to hear the song. Its a nice song =) Copy and paste the link, i don't know how to put the video in here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2HejVjzhKTY

Waiting for your return.
Hugs. <3

Well, i hope u read my blog. I know i wasn't that fair to u. I suddenly felt it myself, i know i wasn't that good to u, wasn't that caring to u. was not giving u enough love. Didn't really express myself to u, kept u in the dark always. Not revealing wats going on and suddenly pop, one bad solution to smth which i don really want too. Somehow i feel that i ill treat u or smth, and yet u still could stand me. Even though my level of ill treating u wasn't as high as the others =X. Well, i just wanna apologize. For all these mths, i know its been hard on u. But u pulled through coz u are blinded, and i'm also blinded by smth that made me ill treat u. I somehow now understand how u felt. How lonely u were, how irritated and how frustrating it is. When i was into my work, too into. when i was with my friends, neglecting u. didn't care how u felt. Being selfish. hmm..Just wanna say:



I love u, and i missed u so much. never ever missed u that much before. Its because u were always here whether i need u or not, always there for me. Seriously. just there.
Honey, I'm sorry..I hope u forgive me. Hugs.
PS: see u next Saturday i hope. hugs and kisses.
!ZJ.