Kinda worried these few days, dunno wats into my shu nii...Hope to see her smile and cheerful look everyday, =) Hope she wont be so restless these few days..
everyday will be a better day my girl, don think everyday is a boring day...see it as it is fun and great, if u think it is boring...means it is boring, though the days are long...but i'm here to brighten up your day..i'm willing to share your problems, plz don be soo restless...makes my heart pains alot!!! =X Hope this hard days will be over soon for u...Muacks~! i really care alot for u..plz, don make me worry..i'm here for u, PLZ USE ME..-.-" i'm here to accompany u..

BLOGGER!!! PISSING ME OFF! ARGH~ should not have upgrade blogger...but nvm, since i already upgraded it..i should use the facilities provided here, hope its better than the older version..

we are finally back together..=) finally, after 5 days...we are back together..^_^, well...i hope nth change inbetween us, i hope we still love each other as much as before...hope there wont be any seperations between us..No matter wat, i'm glad that u are back beside me..
sry for talking to u in such a harsh tone...but i dunno wat to do, so luan~ but at least things turn out better now..=)
erm, anyone knows how to put pictures in posts? coz JOLEEN SAYS MY BLOG IS ROTTING!!! and i need to brighten it up.. DARN!!

I MISS MY KJ LAO PO!!

I LOVE WYNNE!!!

Lonely day, Lonely night and Lonely person i am =) Everyday is a boring day, everyday is a long day...everything seems to end so slow now, everything seems like it had slown down...I have a purpose last time, and now i don't have it anymore..
Purpose to love that person everyday, and now its gone...Felt kinda lost, but...shall get use to it soon..i suppose ? i shall try? maby? =/

Wanted to see u smile, but i didn't wanna see u...wanted to hear u laugh, but i didn't wanna hear from u..=/ just couldn't lay my eyes on u...when everytime i do, i feel like dropping tears...Had to persist to put on that smile, just for u to see...



Ah shit!, dota cant work...DAM IT!

i've got wat i wan, and know how u feel...and i know maby u will get to hate me a lil or maby alot, but these are the facts that we cant hide from...face it, u are always hiding...
i'm sorry..i'm sorry deep down my heart, hope that u will get a better guy then me...which i always know u could..=)

Bad day, bad bad day...sigh..i guess, we are just friends after...though she didn't reply a yes to agree, but i suppose its a silent one..well, maby sometimes friends are better then couples...

Bad day bad bad day, got caught smoking after sch by police~ Zzzz...dam sian, stupid police..dunno whether this is gonna be a fine or the police is just bluffing us..hope its a fine, praying..
Pray for Zhi wen too, hope he is alright...and i pray for all my brothers going to Bedok HQ this wednesday that they will come out one piece..i really hope so..

Guess, this is the end of it...no respond, silent means consent...Though love is still in us, but i think...we are not meant to be together afterall, though in these past 11 mths..We were like bonded, but still..we end up having an unproper ending, which is like a mystery..
well, i think u need not think anymore or how ba...it'll just drag time, and i don like dragging..i don like the feeling, if u wanna hit..just hit hard down and just BOOM, gone..i don like suffering bit by bit, cant stand it..
Maby u don understand me much...maby we just dunno each other well...i'm sorry...

Weeee~ HAPPY 11 MTH to us..=) and happy birthday to my darling girl! muacks! didn't celebrate this big occasion today...shall postpone it to other day, LOL!!
Hope she likes the necklace that i gave to her, =) though it didn't cost a bomb..but i take a very long time to decide wat kind of necklace to get for her..actually i don get those things for girls, like necklace and stuffs...but ar, i saw her wear the necklace that her mom gave to her..i feel so buay song, LOL!!! so i bought her one..=)

This coming friday there is a party, shall i turn up or not? and this coming saturday is my study buddy de BBQ..shall i go? if not don give face lei..LOL!! i think i shall go for all parties, coz without me..there will be no fun! i guess!!! =xXxx


Okays, shall post till here le looh~ chatting with shu nii at the moment..=) HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING~ muacks! stop being kiddish =X

This is getting sian~ -.-" i hope to just get that farking O level cert and get out of SCH!!!! AHHHHHH!!! sch is so boring and its killing me!! lessons end at 2.30 like EVERYDAY!! or even 3!! AHHH!!! but there is no EC =)

F&N course work this year was kinda like easy, LOL..i suppose, i think those express students are really stupid!!! LIKE SO DUMB FARK!!! their question is different from us, but theirs is so so so much easier then ours...and yet they complain its difficult, Zzzzzzz..stupid..=X
Eating buffet with my study buddy tml~ yeah~~! finally get to eat smth nice at last, LOL! =))


okays, shall get some work done now...Vocab log~ Zzzzz 24 new words by tml...YAWN~

think i darling is slping right now, didn't c her online...LOL! LIKE PIG!! OINK OINK!! =X off to work~ WEEEE~

Lessons starting TML! Omg...sounds bored to me, LOL!!! well...lots of thing is gonna happen this year, this year may be an important year to me or may be not..LOL, coz i'm still planning to go to shatech or Tp..either one of these choices, actually i'm able to go to shatech now...but i wanna get my Os..so i can be safe in the society, LOL..so that i will be much easier to be employed, =)

Am now waiting for BAO JUN to play dota!!! he is so farking slow!!! AHHH!!! but, nvm...patient is a virtue~~~ LOL!

Missing u right now, =)

Sch was so boring~~ sch reopen liao, dam sian~ Zzzzz...feel like slping everyday, LOL!..but these 3 days when sch reopen, theres no lesson...so there is some stupid work shop, and adam khoo's DEMOTIVATION WORKSHOP is coming, HAHA!! kinda funny =)

Felt so unusual in class, without my shu nii..nobody will turn back and smile at me, nobody will give me cheerful smiles and laughters, nobody will talk nonsense and sweet things to me in class..felt really uncomfortable in class, Sigh...how i wished time would go back =)

Stupid EVSS, sch reopen the first week then got wat stupid CIP..KNN!! CIP is tml..dam fark up, and i think is that stupid cb santha's idea, fark up satan face..dam pissed with her, hope she die on the way home when driving, just crash into a tree dam it! -.-"

Missed shu nii from now..=) i miss u every day, cant say every second..LOL, coz its like............... so FAKE! =X muacks!

Finally get to see my lao po fly to canada~ LOL..hope he really take great care of himself and study hard there, =) i'll be missing him in singapore~

came home today at 7am, was dam tired at the chalet...nearly slp on the way back home on the bus, kept hitting my head against the window..coz i wanna slp, LOL!!! Hmmm...this was one of the most succesful chalet i go, plenty of food..free flow of drinks, WOW...really great~ had great fun ytd with my shu nii, =) and the party ytd was like totally crazy~! HAHA!!! went home around 6 plus after putting my darling to bed, LOL!! just like a baby =)
well, she is still slping now at home...like a dead pig! muz be utterly tired, LOL!!

Holiday homework is really killing me!!!!!!! OMG!!! its almost done i hope! coz i am gonna DIE!!! dig my grave, PLEASE! =X

i miss u darling, wake up fast =)