WoW~ think that my blog is going to die SOOOOOON, so i came to save it now..LOL!, >.< hmmm...well, as wat is written in the tag board...i'm not fighting for the team event for judo this year..i have no more fighting spirit to fight anymore, since lois had it all...so let her have it, she got so many supporters out there..=) i hope that whether i am fighting or not, my juniors must have the fighting spirit to fight on, especially AH LEE...think sensei will put alot of hope in him then in me..=/

Day by day, finally SA1 have arrived... i suppose that my english P1 wont be passing? HAHA =X, but i think that my MT paper2 should pass quite well..=) started to study abit now, i don wanna fail my SA1 and my mom has to come back to c MR EE CHYE HENG THE CREAM PRODUCER~~ EEEYER, YUCKS~ u guys know that whenever he talks too much...he will have like foam like cream beside his mouth, YUCK GROSS~~~~ HAHA=x STUDY STUDY STUDY~

And also.. day by day passing by...my dearie and i de 3rd mth is coming!!!! Weee~~ felt so happy, was thinking wat presents should i get for her..hmmm, HAHA..well i'm not writting here..later she c le then not surprised??? LOL!!..=) felt very happy with her these 2 mths, this is the first lasting relationship i have in this sch..=PpP, hope it will not end so early..praying hard, HAHA! muacks~ love me love ya..=)

Was about to slp ytd night when my mother talked about the DA XUAN..hmmm, my mother say shes going to vote for the FAN DUI DANG..O.o, wooooo~ is that so? i suppose, HAHA~ she complained, sound very guai lan.. saying that PAP everything also wan to rise...electric bill, water, ETC..rise rise rise, then we residents cannot go against wat they do...LOL, then my mother say this word.." BIG FUCK" then i was like..o_0" oooo? wat did u say? is that right? o.O did i hear it wrongly? HAHA! felt so funny..=X

1 funny thing, my class got 1 classmate of mine..think can say that he has been my class mate for 10 years...and i said that i have been bullying him for 10 years, then he said no..o.O he says that he knew me for 10yrs, kanna bully for 7 yrs..HAHA!!! he kept saying that he is going to be the prime minister of singapore next time..i was like HUH?? he says that again and i'm gonna pull his cock hair =X he is non other the LEE XUAN FU..a person full of imaginations~ thinking that he have the sir name LEE, then he got the potential to be a PM! HAHA~~ he is mocked as a dog around us, as u guys know..i no need to elaborate further..=X, then we call him gou fu..HAHA!!! then we say vote for PM LEE GOU FU~~~ then i say i vote for u sia, the PM of DOGS..LOL!!
sometimes i feel that he very poor thing, then don wan to disturb him le...but ar, he too guai lan liao..i buay tahan..so bullying him is part of my hobby in class..=)

DA XUAN was so irritating sia, early in the morning i hear VOTE FOR PAP~ VOTE FOR PAP~ HAVE A BETTER FURTURE, or watever shit..-.-" all craps..y need to do this kind of voting? PAP always win de wat, if PAP don win...LEE KUAN YEW come out talk abit also PAP win..CHEH~ lee kuan yew will say :" come come, those who vote for PAP gets a small portion of singapore's share" lameo~ -.-"

Well blogged till here le, c if there is anytime i will continue more..=) enjoy reading guys..HAHA~

AHHHH!!!! sometimes i just wan to let things go...haiz~ i felt that somethings that i always like will turn up to be smth that i have always achieved or wanted..but this time i am wrong??? i just feel like blogging things out here, so that i will feel better in my heart...=)

It was a great day on wed..was so happy that i was going to train, finally that i have the time to get to train, all the way having ECs and having no time to come..was feeling great to train, reached there after awhile and training started...though my lesson ends at 2, but i still went there without eating to start training...didn't know i didn't came for training afew time, lois changes this much??? i was trying to make her smile when she look so down or troubled then she dao me..i called her name she dao me again??? wats the meaning of this? forget it man..i know she is some kind of close to our coach, so maby it makes her to have the feeling that she is diff from us? feels that though she is now sec3, but having the same belt as a sec4 makes her proud? its just not fair that she can have a double grading when we cannot have? "going katong is not an excuse for getting double grade, jun juey also go katong..i don see him getting double grading..i don c him getting green with the seniors..this is utterly RUBBISH"...I have not really know much of the techniques for my blue belt grading...asked lois to teach me is like taking a knife and cutting her own throat??? is it that diff and hard to do? though i get the wrong steps alot of time, doesn't mean that i will get it wrong next time..wat is it there to be so du lan? combination techniques cannot be the same meh? u use de techniques i cannot also use ar? need to be so selfish to say till that u are lazy or wat so ever to think 1 for me? i'm thinking hard and still need to add on to my pressure to hurry me when i already know i done alot of mistakes and i am trying to make it up to u?? well, i guess she respects nobody accept sensei or yee ling..she just dunno how it feels, nv try to feel how others feel...if she is not happy she just put it on the outside, as though everybody owes it to her..GOD DAM IT, wake up man..that is y Jun Juey left us..

As for sensei? wat can i say about him? giving me attitude all the way??? from the time that i have came in till now??? nv have him mention my name before...i nv HEAR..i stress, I NV HEAR before him calling my name..I NV, believe me, he just said YOU YOU YOU..thats all, you..-.-" when we are learning the throws, its like he is hurrying us to faster learn the ground techniques...which i am also not sure of wat is tested, then he was asking who have not learn? i say me and charmaine...then he looked at me, take a deep breath and just diao me with a fucking proud or shall i say COCK FACE! then i was like feeling bad in my heart already before looked at me as i had not learnt much of the techniques..i couldn't take it and i just break off, i just went out of the matts and cried..='( it wasn't the first time, when i was fighting for the individuals...i injured my knee at the starting of the match, i couldn't throw my opponent..and i lost to him, my coach face was like darker then black coffee, and a fucking unhappy or shall i say disappointed face or wat so ever..talking about the team event, how am i going to have the time to go for training when i am having N levels? and one of my exam is in june plus to many ECs to go, additionally courseworks...He just put too much hope in me? is it? i don think so, i can c that he is more into seeing how lois will win...ai ya, now i really hack care everything..i was suppose to grade for my belt tml..but thinking of it, i think i would give it up then to embarrase myself infront of other coaches...

sometimes letting off things will make peace for yourself even though it means alot to u..i really take judo seriously, but i cannot take that much of stress anymore..i will go crazy!!!!Going to have my grading after SA1..i'll decide whether i'm going to grade or not..c how ba...

Feeling so stressed up, lucky i got my dearie by my side to cheer me up..=) she is all that i've got..=pPpPp..muacks..love ya lots

WEEEEE~~~today was the day that my dearie and i celebrated our 2nd mth anni..LOL, met her at tampinese inter at around 12 plus...i reached there earlier then she did AGAIN..-.-" LOL!!!, went over to century square to check out the time slot for movies...actually like got no movie to watch lei, wanted to watch ARTS OF SEDUCTION..but it wasn't up yet..so watched inside man..-.-" was a lame show..starting of the show then i c one cock man's face, he was saying: "i choose to speak my words carefully and i don like to repeat myself"
i think thats wat he said..kinda lame? "MYSTERY~~~", LOL!! don watch it guys..u will regret!!!! went for luch before the show...had beef noodle for luch..my dearie said that she is gonna eat that bowl of beef noodle for 1hr and she says she is going to eat 1 noodle at a time, so i was like staring at her while i eat?..LOL, then she kept lauging away like a fool..=XxXx was trying to kill time as our movie starts abit late..=) Saw 2 gays at billy bombers just now...LOL, darren and matthew..gaying there, dating at billy bombers..HAHA!! me and dearie lia tio them..=XxX then saw another pair of gays..khim siong and zhi wen..HAHA!!! dating at TM..LOL!!!
After the movie, went to walk around while its still early...went for some snacks as my mouth is kinda itchy? LOL!!!, went to TM's B1 to grab some food to eat..ate alot of rubbish and stuffs, really spent alot of money on food today..=) but was enjoying alot.. then i ate a sushi which has fish eggs..big big de egg..LOL, then i let my dearie try 1..her face totally change..LOL!! its like yucks to her.. she says it taste like fish oil..HAHA!!!
walk around TM till 5.45 then i went over to my cousin house as she needs to meet her mother for dinner..=), had a great day with her..though tml is our actual 2nd mth..but celebrating early is better..HAHA! we are both not free tml i suppose..=) i know she is not, but i am free~~~~HEEHEE=PpPp

Muacks~ happy 2nd mth anniversary my sweetie sweetheart dearie darling..Muacks~really love ya lots, HUGS=PpPp..

Had the time to blog now, =)..so i came to blog, LOL lame~ -.-" today was a great fine day, except in the morning as my dearie wasn't in sch..so surpirse to receive a msg from her this morning saying that she wasn't coming to sch, i tot she was angry with me about the matter ytd..coz i was too over sensitive, saying sorry here..=), she didn't come sch as she's having a swollen eye..=( was a boring day today..was going crazy in class today, my dearie not in sch..so i'm going nuts!!! =X kept going around disturbing ppl and talking nonsense non stop..LOL!!! alistar and hadi are going to go mad with me..=X
Todays assembly was so boring, this is the 2nd time i see stupid show for assembly..dunno where they find so many kang tao about all these rubbish shows..-.-", called my dearie after sch to c wat she wanna eat for lunch...she said nth..-.-", she like whole morning nv eat worX...wanna buy smth for her to eat, but scared later she don wanna eat..LOL!!!
Showed her how to play dota today..LOL, was kinda funny...now she gets abit of information about dota liao, GREAT~ =) at least she know how to hit the creep? and not hide in the trees? LOL!! =xXx Played o2Jam for awhile...showed her how to play normal mood de, wha..the notes she say very fast, LOL!! but was fun..=) accompanied her till around 5 plus then i went home le, met my old friend wei loon.. one of my brother last time, play basketball de..his nick name call OH KEE..LOL!!!, had a great chat with him..he lives near me, so i was so glad that i have a friend to accompany me home..=)

Its going to be our 2nd mth le!!! weee~ was so happy..HeEz
Muacks~ missed my dearie~

WOW, it have been a long time since i have blogged..It was sports on this friday, was excited and anxious about it..HAHA! met ah lee, joanne and hong yao in the morning at interchange...i was late!!! then before the day we met, we said that those who are late will get their cock squeeze =XxX..and u guys know wat? i was the one who suggested the idea!!! OMG!! and i kanna worX..HAHA!!! =( reached there around 7.05am, slack around the gate at the poly...The events started at 8.15, around there ba..This year was so unlucky, dunno wats wrong with me leg or wat so ever..i couldn't run as fast as last time, this year is the year that i broke my own record of only getting a bronze..and i don get bronze de.. i nv had a bronze in running =( haiz~, just tired of it..NAH, don bother to think of it anymore..SIAN AR~
After the sports, decided to hang out with ah lee and friends with me dearie~~ =pPpPpPpP..went to benny house to bath as i really feel sticky..EEEEEE, =X LOL...Actually decided to go bugis, but we ended up in TM instead, nvm la..TM is much better, i am lazy to go so far...Time is running out for Ah lee, he needa send joanne home early and thats the reason why we didn't go bugis..=)
Had a semi like dinner with me dearie at TM together with Ah lee and friends..was crapping around with my dearie, had a great fun..=) was so glad that i was with her the whole day..was so happy, LOL!!! after that we went shopping...=) My dearie and i ended with benny and his GF at the 4th floor open air de place or watever it is..HAHA!!, having a bad leg pain...=( so was resting at the bench till around 5 plus, and went home around that time...seperated from my dearie in interchange as our bus came first, wanted to send her home..but i dunno y i didn't, LOL!!! went home with ah lee and joanne, reached home around 7 plus i suppose..WoW, my dearie de computer got dota worX..HAHA!!! was so suprised that she has it, she says that it was his brother who installed it in..LOL, so we played 1 round of it..Think she need me to guide her on how to play =)..Had great fun though and also had a great day~~ =pPpPp..

On saturday, was a boring day...missed my dearie so much, and weekends are so boring~~decided to go out with my brothers..went simei to slack with them, played some dota and stuffs..

And for today~ sunday..-.-" was woken up by my EVIL COUSINS..NOISE MAKERS!!!! argh!! i just hate them to the core man!!! i can't even get my handsome slp..Haiz~LOL, so woke up at 8 plus and studied till 11 plus..they were so noisy that i can't really study much for my test, complained to my mother and she said that i don wan study no need find so much excuse..i was like WTF, then nvm~ i continued to study, had a break at 12 plus..ate some things and watched abit of TV while my mother vacuum the floor, then my mother starts to nag...-.-"" she says that now my cousins are not in i don wan study...they are at home then i study, i was like wat the fucking hell is this..she vacuum is vacuum the whole house wat, then so noisy..let her finish her stuffs then i continue la, i buay tahan her liao..i bath, get dressed and went over to my cousin house to study..don wanna care about her la, LOL..complained to my aunt about it, she had no idea wat she wants too...
So was at my cousin house the whole day till now, i'm back at home...missed my dearie though we still smsed, =( its like i've not seen her for so many days..LOL,
afew more days to our 2nd mth!!! WOOOHOOOO~~ wondering where to celebrate...hmmm...

Blogged till here le, will update more next time...CHOW~~
Missed my dearie..=(

hmmm...what a day today, missed SS DT ytd..so had to take it today, though i know the questions..but its still difficult to get the answer, i dunno wats the question refering to..LOL!!!, but nvm..i know i will pass can le...=) CHEERS~

Didn't went sch ytd...coz i had a fight on monday, near interchange and my house..well, its just a problem of staring..i didn't purposely stared at the group of 3, but i just browse through once and i had a feeling that they are staring at me...so i looked back and they indeed are staring at me..LOL!!!!, so i stared back at them..then the conflict come, i didn't want any trouble..but think they think that i am alone so they wanna eat me? LOL, so one of the wanted to punch me face..but it missed and his nails scratched my right eye side, including abit of my eye lid...so i was fed up and started to have a fight with them, i just wack wat ever i c infront of me..kicked and wack..LOL, in the end i got no other bruises..HAHA! =X the other 3 ran off...think maby they are scared that the police may come??? think so..LOL!!! well, the moral of the story is.....nv look back at ppl, HAHA!!! =)

Missed my shu nii..=( didn't get to c her the whole day ytd..so sian at home..HAI YO~~~ LOL!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENNIS~~~~
Went to celebrate with dennis at marina bay ytd..with all my brothers, sch de brothers...had great fun ytd during the celebration, ate alot at the buffet..wha, i have been having buffet for 2 days...on friday i have sakae buffet, saturday i have steam boat buffet..WTH! -.-" so dam full worX..then on friday, had quite alot of laughter with yu ming and bao jun..we went sakae sushi together, then yu ming do the lan jiao tai ji..he DA BAO SUSHI AR!!! LOL, later kanna caught how? so pai seh de..

Ytd was full of excitement and fun, but for the starting when i meet them..i made deng yuan unhappy, but i didn't mean it de..is was an accident..=X but it is over already, we are brothers afterall..so he wasn't angry for long..=) we are the "HO EH" brudder..LOL! ate to the fullest ytd, took some pics too...today is the first time that i upload pics..LOL, my dearie taught me how to upload..coz i so sua ku, dunno how to upload pics..=(

Tml will be seeing my dearie looh~ gotta study hard le, DT has arrived..Mid year is coming real fast..N Level is right around the corner..=)

This is yong teck and me..=)


Me and manfred gaying..=X, better don let my lao po see this..LOL!!!


Trying to kiss gary..HAHAHA!!!


We are bigger..^_^V


Lastly, brudders for life~